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2011-12-16T23:30:00.001+08:00

I will keep my smile and laughter till the end of my life
i am gonna show god that i amm strong enough even in life and death :)

2011-12-16T23:17:00.002+08:00

hmm let me talk about yesterday and today....! :))

went to class late as usual as it was the last day can relax hehehes omg little did i regret as our team got A today :(( dang should come early there goes my daily grade...

firstly went into class and then the quiz was super fun our group damn hyper we goes like for everyone question correct we got SUCK MY TITS HAHAHHAHS shout here shout there.. :) TERM 2 WAS SOOO MUCH BETTER THAN TERM ONE SERIOUSLY............. trust me alot of fun people and relxing people to talk to ...

hahahahhahahs alright went home straight after that use taxi as one of my fren is sick dang my ear stil got prob.

there is this constant buzzing haizz even after applying drops on it doctor sae my ear drum is block by wax so today friday i got a clean of it... although it is slightly better but the buzzing is disturbing my head man...

haiizzz i been wondering why... all this thing happening to me its not like i offend anyone or did anything bad... was it a test from god or just that i am deem to be a sufferer till the day of my death...

JUst when i was trying to imrpove myself my back strain comes in and soon after i alter what i have do to swimming and my ear causes problem is every part of my body going to fall apart and then it will be a perfect ending...

is this what is written in my life..... to face soo much obstacles life were never easy... i understand but why cant you give me the positive thing at times instead of the negative ... i been smiling and stay strong and brave but how long can i do that in face of all this ......

i hate this i hate it alottt...... at times i just want to close my eyes and drifted away...... i have always been positive about life... hahahahhahs well whatever i guess there is more to come.. i jsut got to face it and yeah well... get it done and over with... :)

anyway went to supermarket with grandma and aunty and cousin was joking about my grandma gonna live till 200 years old and she is a superman hahahahahas i can tell she is happy that she keep laughing and punch me lols.. =.=

omg... cousin treat me breads as i am glutton took alot of it hahahahas shiok!! :D she said that was a bribe for tomorrow as i was considering whether to go malaysia anort... with my current situation i am soo demoralised to do anthing...

except to joke my lfie away that way i wil be happy and for a few second i will forget all this unhapiness thing that happen to me :)

goodnigh readers... mr unmotivated....

2011-12-13T20:43:00.001+08:00

I still miss you once in a while , gotta move on and be stronger than today! :)

2011-12-13T20:29:00.003+08:00

OKay time to updated my long long long dead blog... that girl picture below must be overrun muahahahahs!!! :))

well PEOPLE Do you miss reading up what i go to write i will summarised what been happening to me all along! :)

first of all would be the bad thing well it got to do with my body structured.... i strain my back when i was sleeping! hahahahahahs!! CAN YOU BELEIVE IT! I EVEN WENT TO PHYSIO THERAPY IN OUR SCHOOL yeah recovering well....

the other thing i got would be this buzz thing in my ears ringing soo badly like as if there is a background song behind me hahahs it sound coool right but it hurt ley =.=!!! i was diagnose with wax omg well i took up swimming as i find it fun actually... there are reason to it

swimming make a person tanned and broaden our shoulder this sound stereotyping but i feel its true.... somehow well whatever up to you guys to believe. :)

last week celebrate fiona birthday went to her house we were sitting below a table waiting for her return what a crazy ting soo funny!!! <<< its not funni but stpid thing to do LOLS!

went to seoul garden with them omg i ate ALOT of meats feel so happy !! HAHahahhahas and i wanna ride in my blog that i ain 60 kg now hehehes!! a proud of it!! :))

hey lets forget about all this and talk about today as usual we are supposed to wear full formal but i did not have shoes as it torn while i am wokring.I kind of think i look handsome in formal :P heehehs!!!

today lesson was alright just that it gets funnier its feel better this sem than the last! :-) i kind of like it alot!!

hahahahahas went out eat during first break which i dont really like it as my stomach will ache like one mum!! HAHAHAHAHhs sso i went to my second home! ;-)

HAhahahs aome will know some wont anyway today went to my job interview at zoo i am working retail and i want to earn money! :-) for my own spending my mum abit selfish arhx =.=! HAHAHAHHS!!!!

went with deon crap alot and i like to used this sentence what talking you,what talking me HAHAHAHAHHAs it seriously will irritate a person alot LOLS!!...

didnt realised the person there still recognised me i say i am korean superstar super junior of course she recognised hahahahs dang i like to fool around as usual!! :-)

but i duno why when it comes to work when i get serious.. i feel soo leadership in me :-) and my uts all passed....

hehehes shared story with one another my faci seeems to entertain me as i talk cock about me being a singer....

anyway when my body recover i am going to practice wing chu nagain !! :))

hehehehhehehehehs and i byebye world. i never regret being born is just i am not strong enough to face obstacles and i am afraid :-( i wish there were someone joining hand in hand with me girl preferably :))

2011-08-26T23:49:00.003+08:00

Hahahas yes!1 up there is the birthday girl!! she ROCKSTO THE COREE ROAR MAN!!! yeah suling if you are reading this you are AWESOME!!!A-W-E-S-O-M-E! times and again you help me and listen to my nonsense.. HAhahs!! i hope this birthday will bring you joy and happiness and many many more!!! !!! I WILL NEVER FORGET someone like you yeah!! keep!! ROCKING ! :))

2011-08-26T23:27:00.002+08:00

HHAhahs hello i am back!! okay later i will post as what i promised :))

hmm lets talk about what i should be! wahhas! okay finally exam is done!! let me summarised cognitive was super easy :)) Ob was damn hard!! science was terrible communication was manageable :) and lastly math hehehes was okay ba! :)

this is how it is and the holiday start today!!! anyway lets talk about suling the birthday!! wow it was funni yoo!!! we started eating at some keathong market at the back full with 12 people if i am not wrong yeap! dishes as usual and den! went to wish her water bomb!

oh yeah the secret i havent revealed wahahhas!! now is the time since ah em and the rest didnt know it bryan and me bought the necklace as well as the teddy bear oh yeah all of it was my ideas! :)) hohohO!!

the amount was funny though!! :)) who want to kup!! yes all four recovered back our twenty :) hahahs little did those young kids realised we are the greatest conmen!! HAHHHA we kept on laughing an laughing and laughing and yet they didnt know it was funni oh did i lose you guys back here okay back on track...

on how we celebrate suling birthday was through water bomb and some egg shake HAhahs all pakat not to shoot one another in the end got betrayer of course of course!! me andy edmund one team the rest was yeah you guys know it...

we started to aim fire at suling it was soo fun!! :DD!! HAHAHAHAHAS DIDNT KNOW BIRTHDAY GAME WAS SOO FUN until it was my turn if i was the target =.=!! WAHAHHAS!!! funni thing is we run from block to block to block up and down and all around and finally relax at one corner! which is jeng jeng car park!! :)

hahahs!! anyway thats all for the enjoyable part!

now back on my life story!!! okay since my exam was over it was time to ENJOY MAN!! WOOOO!! :D love this hahahs!! dang felt goood need to recuperate from all this!! :) erm training starting soon i gonna love it to the max and yes! :) today i feel so good as i exercise hehehehs!! back on track man!!

full of fun pack event cming up and also celebrration :))) damn!

i wanna dye my hair and buy necklace! :)) for myself hahahhhs i know i know it sound cool so yah dont be too jealous about it okay byebye people!.

2011-08-20T03:08:00.001+08:00

OUR GROUP WILL FOREVER TILL AGE MAY LET US APART :))

2011-08-20T02:48:00.003+08:00

hahhahas!!! today was taikotai birthday!! :)) hahahs!! well he finally grow up at the age of 18 lols!! but he behave soo maturely actually you guys didnt know there is CHILDISH AND MISCHEVIOUS PART OF HIM!!! i will share abit! :)) okay i gotta end this fast as i am feelign sleepy now!!

we planned planned untiil it goes wrong wahahahas steamboat! cancel! :)! than wanted to go seoul garden but part of us agree part dont and than finally we decided on sakura!!!! at admiralty park outside republic polytechnic :)

hohohohO!!! it was quite late and they went first.... me and suling went to causeway to get the cake and that edmund talk big only athelte run fast in the end he never come lols!!! WAHAHAHHAHAHAS <<<< bad point! booo

anyway this part funni!! suling bank got 49 and she want withraw 40 dollar but the bank say cannot she need withdraw 50 dollar wahahahs!!! THAN SHE ASKED ME I CAN TRASNFER FIVE DOLLAR TO HER ACCOUNT FUNNI LEY MY BANK LEFT 2 DOLLAR COS i keep mc mc :PP

hahahas in the end walk one big round and transfer one dollar amazingly my bank account still got money wahahhas! den bought a cake we decide so long told them again and again they cannot win me in scissor paper stone dey dont believe lols!!! :P!

wahahhas!!! chose that cake and we pakat sae we design it LOLS!! where got soo creative one!! WAHAHHAS!!

sky came with the group!! and yes we joined them! :)) it was fun ehhx!! asking people for money! WHAHAHAHS!! :DD the foood not up to standard arh the chicken chop soo raw not nice ley!! and the CHICKEN WING WAS SOO SMELLY CAN!! :S!!

hahahahs we ate and ate and ate than!! gave sky his present and birthday cake happy birthday to him happy birthday to him oh yeah before that we took a lobster!! WAHAHHAHAHAS i was supposed o be lobster salad my itchy finger sae ehh lets take bring to our table sky gabriel al yaya !! =.=!! in the end yes HIS MISCHIEVIOUS!! IDEA will be uploaded in the facebook tune in! you will guys will know he also quite childish!! :P

hahahahs!! yeap yesp sky was moved to tears after looking at my handsome face in the cards!! :) omg i am soo honoured to be handsome! WAHAHAHHAHAHS!!

anyway we went to the park and there they sabo me though i am the birthday boy =.=!! ZZZ all want throw me in the pond lame!! sooo paisehx wahahahs!!!!! but FUN LEY!! next target minghong wahahahs!! he arh sooo naughty kick my slipper in the end kena adooba!! wahahahahs! ehh nonono

i kena first NEXT VICTIM THAT ACTION KIA EDMUND WAHAHAHAS he seem to be enjoying it alot!!! oh yeah third victim was gabriel phan and last of all most silent killer guai lan ! andy neo WAHH FELT SOO BAD ABOUT HIS CLOTHES IT WAS FUNNI YOU KNOW WE BURGER HIM DEN I PULL HIS PANT AND SHIRT HE wanted to wear it back i pull again until it upsize no need 50cent freee! on the house hahahahs sad 70 dollar gone!!

he reenge me grr! almot my ankle break!! if not cannot learn wing chun already :(! wahahhahas just joking i used that as an excuse if not keep kena attack wahahahas!! birthday boy oh yeah never aim dylan grr!!

ANYWAY TOOK SOME PICTURE WITH THE REST OF the group and i think i cannot take with girls arh my face confirm paisehx one!! :S!

wahahahhas anyway good day to the rest of you byebye! :)

ps: irham this feeling is just an infatuation! :)

2011-08-18T01:34:00.003+08:00

Will you be the last piece of puzzle to complete the perfect picture in my life.

2011-08-18T01:12:00.004+08:00

yesterday yesterday was really a blast!!! i didnt expect that will happened!!! ... hmm truthfully!! :)) thanks laot for making this a moment of my life...!!

well it was afternoon and i was studying for my first sem exam it was kinda headache and lazy looking back on the notes that i been reading since ut1 ahahahs tiring yeah!!.. well it was okay throughout got soo sleepy..

rest for awhile and than went out to mee bryan and danial as they said they wanted to celebrate my birthday before i meet sky they all!! it was a totall lie i tell you!!! hahahas!!!!

they say sky was my bff (best friend forever) but he never bother contacting me at that point my doubt was all over the place =.=!! oh this people lols!!!.. !! i though its gonna be us three person again like it was during sec 5 ! wahahahs!! henderson wave.. i was okay with it!!!

until we went to west coast it was getting dark there is no sunset :(! wahahhas!! cause i take my time to come!! and then!!! there goes i saw one running around and i know they are there!! OMG!!!!!

FELT SOOOO SURPRISED I TELL YOU!!!!!!!!!! I MEAN REALLLY!!! at that moment i was like omg gonna be soo paisehx manx!!! hahahas and yes gabriel gave me the first hug it was gayish can =.=!! in aw ay love love wahahhahas!! and so on and on!! :)))

but funni arh i really felt touched for the first timed!! i mean i was almost moved to tears!! this part i never lieee HAHAHS because i love nature and they set up ballooon all over it at the perfect spots the piers!! I LOVE IT MAN WAHAHAS!! :DD!!! yes and you guys know what happen next hehehes!! they even took the time to write wishes on the balloon!! :DD I AM SOOOO HAPPPY TO THE MAX!!!

hahahas suling that shirt really motivate me alot!! seriously I DIDNT KNOW YOU WILL BUY WITH those quotes!! WAHHAHAS!! :DDD!!

anyway what you wrote in your blog really thanks alot for thinking highly of me!! i dont feel i deserve it but thank alot!! and to sky and fiona for taking their time to write that beautiful cards and present and bryand and danial and shunski for that pink panther hahahahs!! dylan too!! for being sooo on!! :)) and the rest of the gang!!!!!

wahahhahas!!!!! I WROTE WHAT I SHOULD WROTE IN MY FACEBOOK YOU GUYS SHOULD READ THE NOTES

okay byebye!!

PS:She turn out to be the BEST THING i Will never have :)
no matter what i am SOO GLAD to meet her , the first girl that make my life journey felt like a rollercoaster!!! motivate me in a indescribable way heee :))

LASTLY THANKS EVERYONE!! I IRHAM WILL RMB! ALL STORE IN MEMORIES!

2011-08-07T23:28:00.000+08:00

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young

2011-08-07T23:08:00.002+08:00

hahahahhs!!! okay lets talk about what been happenning few weeks.! semester one been coming to an end! i am glad so! :DD! i wish it end faster wahahahhas!!!!!!! so tiredddd!!!!!

ANYWAY moving on.... i have two igs nows one is wing chun and the other is aikido hhahahas!! it kinda rock my life!! learning this both!!... i met alot of awesome people talkative ones!! HAHAHAHAS!! AND one that duno how to pronounce my namee properly grr.....

the only thing i am lookin forward when monday to friday was the end of school and going to my ig cos thats when i feel the best out of me ... with people full of warmth! :))!

hahahahs!! been going out with my cliques just simply love them man! i duno why....!! they are the best!! i ever had ....

oh yah!!! i been training like crazy self proclaim from mondy to saturday!!! been building up my body the natural way!! :)) hehehss sooo far soo goood!! my one pair pack coming out soon! :)) and my egg muscle hardening!! yeah!! i am getting it the effort paying off hehehes!! :D!!

I SIMPLY LOVE LEARNING WING CHUN AND AIKIDO MAN I JUST dun believe it i combined this two move together!! :) seriously.. those thing been running through my mind !!

anyway my result was good!! except for one modules which is communication though it does improve from F to E it kinda really demoralised me haiizz!! why i can get other modules good except this one i wonder why!!.. its okay!! i will try my best to make it!!

and i geuss right now i got no goals so i dont have plan of going into university yet! maybe.. hehehes

i want to get MARRIED TOOO! WAHAHAHAHHAS!!!!!! <<< CRAZY ME!! :DD!! I WILL MASTERED THE ART IN 3 YEARS TIME!

byebye readers!!

2011-06-25T02:12:00.002+08:00

You are the key to unlock a dream into a beautiful reality.

2011-06-25T01:33:00.002+08:00

hehehehehhs irham here to post.. hmm!!! lets talk about the weeks...

yeah everything didnt seem to be going so well yo... stressful being in class hahahahs.. i wonder why.. but thought i met great people its stil a worthwhile adventure :)

anyway when it was monday i always wished friday to come as soon as possible!! hahahahhas i wonder why i got this kind of minset!! :P!! i guess its me after all hahahahhas

aikido was great we learned new move as day passed by and i feel discipline and strong inside :)! i want to learn more martial art as i feel it release my tension!! alot hahahahhas!!! okay la.. i feeel goood about my ut grade and result soo far!!!

anyway i got three A for this week isnt that great HEHEHEhHEs irham you thought it was impossible to get any a at all!!! but you finaly made it!!! HEE!!! :D! for maths i know the trick for others hahahhahad i am still leanring how to angkat your faci !! HAHHAHAHAS!!!

if you understand what i mean! hehehes... Father's day was on i duno when but my uncle invite me to celebrate with his family hahahahhas aww i know i know it feel great ehhx he was like a second father to me hahahahs bought him a magic mug which can change colour as you put water into it hahahahahas

guess what he treat us all SWENSES HEHEHEHS!!! :)) coool right hahahhahahas i was freaking happy i didnt know why it was the six of us plus my grandma hahahahs my mum as usual and my step dad couldnt make it hahahahas... dang.

sharing the love really is a blessful way of doing things!! i was enjoying myself yeah!!! HAHAHAHS!!! with these family i got nothing more to ask for a goood family hahahahas!! :)).... that day i knew that i am bless

i learned one thing in life that being kind you will always be taken advantage of, though i realised this i cant help myself... from being one. hahhhahas this world is full of nasty people! hahahahas at times i jsut want to show them what it feel like being an asshole but hahahhas at times thinking of hurting others will just create another wall of hatred hahahahs i dont wish this to happen!! for all those kind people in the world i am with you!! :)) heheheehehs i understand how you view on life and i know that this thing is a strength that lies within you may the courage roar when the right times came
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hahahhahahas!!!!! thank you god for giving me two good fren in my class hehehehs one is my atm one more is someone i can talk to hahahahahhahas it was goood yeah :))

hahahahhaas!!! i guess you all should know by now what it meant by atm someone who dont mind spending their money on me hahahahaha!!!! i guess i am the best ever friend you will made treasure it hohoho!!!

anyway someone being weird totally hahahaha!!!! lols if you reading this i am not mentioning name so dont take garbage and whack me arhx HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAS!!! you are cute seriously asking me why she close down facebook hahahahahahahas and asking me to watch movie with you hohohohohohohohoho are you worried i might be the KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOOUR :PP!!! DENG DENG DENG!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAS!!!

its kind of dramatic seriously hahahahhahas. thats why i felt life is really a movie!! i hope god write me a damn awesome storyline and love << HEHEHEHHES :DD!!!!

hahahahahahahahahahahahas anyway i need to get buff!! :)) i will and i will! try<<< HAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHHAS

wing chun i want to be swift like the wind hahahahs << now i am crapping anyway today i went fishing with my grandma my brother my aunty << this four hehehehs sky didnt came he shy!! LOLS!!

hahahahahhas it was reallly relaxing!!!! and I CAUGHT A TOAD FISH TODAY HAHAHAHHAHAS CROACK CROACK!!!! almost wanted to touch it heng i didnt if not i am being poison attack right now hahahahs!!! it was written online that toad fish is poisonous :/!! omg!! Lols!! my first catch in jetty after soo long lehx!! HEHEHEHES!! it seriously sound like frog hahahahhas!!!

well the air was fresh and it was great looking at the seas it feel like as if my stress was gone for a moment!! :)) hahahahhas but i know stress is what keep people improving and growing stronger hehehehes!!

anyway hahahahas i eated currypuff ! there hahahahhahaas >>> soooo crapshit of me!! hahahahahahahahahahhas okay la lastly been going to mosque every friday may god be there for me always in time of needs and despair guide me in life so that i will become someone whom you wanted me to be and lastly grant me someone whom i will spend the rest of my life with earlier please!! hahahahhahas!! :DD!! <<< bye bye enough of your crab!

2011-06-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry

2011-06-19T23:45:00.003+08:00

hahahhahs okay okay lets post fast one !!! :)) i got nothing much to talk about

Danial thank you very much for believing in me... and listening to my ridiculous life story hehehes!! i will post your compliment here "everyday single day, reading his blog. his words make my life moves on. this guy,been with me since sec one. never even thought of giving up. envy him alot. thanks for being a great buddy!" hahhahhahahahs

its not like we are gonna get seperated or wat.. just that for every nice word people tell me i am gonna include them in my blog ... i would like to feel i am significant in their life! :)

hahahahhas okay lets move on further my cousin from malaysia came here for a visit yeah in the morning... !! i woke up at 1 like usual hehehes!1 but the feeling of sleeping is really good! after sooo long lols!!

weekened coming to an end.. school is starting agian.. aww.. at the thought of stress coming back... hahahhahas!! i been dreaming of winning 2.2 millions!! i hope its true! please... :))!!! hmm let me win itt..!!

anyway todae lionel and me went out to buy father day gift hahahahas... went to play arcade at westmall first and yes my card finaly upgraded to gold member!! :DD! hohohoh hahahhaas after soo long lols!!

something cropped up and we didnt manage to buy the gift hmm.... well went to imm to walk walk and eat hahahhas!!... hes like the friend that hang out with me after class was like LOLS!!!! :) hahahahas!!!

anyway my coursefriend and i interested! to join mma! hehehes... i hope i wil get selected for the wing chun in sp!! :) dam irham you are soo crazy joining all martial art for wat!! LOLS!!.... i wanted to join wing chun aikido and MMA!! :D!! hahahahahahahahs!!! <<< crazy me confirm quitt one!! :S!

lols!!! hmm hahahahs!! i wonder why... i guess i wanted to have all this discipline in me!! and to work my lazy ass to make it more flexible!! :)) hahahahahs!!! okay la goodnight people!!

i have a great day!! truthfully hmm!! byebye!! :D

2011-06-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

When everything seems to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it.

2011-06-18T23:38:00.003+08:00

hmm hohohohoho lets!! update about what been going on in my life all this while..!!

school was tough yeah as i thought its gonna be more of the peer pressure rather than the problem of the day itself... i feel this way i guess :))!! hahahahahas...

okay la Ut exam was over it was great as finally after all the long day of studying it came to a rest... hahahahhas!!.... i find it funni at times i love to do silly thing...

okay lets touch on the part why i feel poly life in republic is sooo different you will meet alot kind of people that you have to work with .. seriously... maybe that will reflect on the future when you are working... i met selfish,idiotic,smart alex and ill-mannered people at times i feel like giving them a taste of my fist of fury hahahahahahahahas!!!!!!

well it is arguaable to meet this kind of people well... many people dare not speak up.... what is on my mind is also in most of other people mind.. i shared my point of view and yeah... i get some opinion from my course friend that they felt the same way too hmm..... what is life i wondered lols!

the thing is in poly when times goes ahrd thats when your endurance level came into play anyway.. thats the bad part << the goood part is there are nice people in there tooo hehehehs some like said!! even when we are seprated in different class we will still keep in touch some that you can joke and laugh all day!! this kind of situation is really... great and compliment hehehehes... i know not many but at least there are five or six :)! i not planning to make soo much friends as i believe.. true friend are few...

okay enough of this time for the goood part!!! :)) hahahahahhas last day before weekend suling junhao bryan minghong came to republic poly... to have fun enjoy LOLS!! the girls stayback and gabriel me hehehehes!!!

was fun though we got nothing much to do there.... i forgot what we did and i left with bryan chan home first... hahahahahahahhahas :)!!! went to take 187

anyway!! i got my first A for maths hahahahhas was freaking happy all along i got either b or c!! hehehehes :) it shows i got improve can!! heehhehes.. i know not much at least one!! :D! i am proud irham of yourselff...... heeeeee

went to watch movie today with lion hahahahahahhas... we watch the laddaland!!!! DAMN NICE CAN SCARY THOUGHT SOME PART LIKE TO SCARED YOU ARHX =.=!! guess whats the end of the moral of the story it was treasure your loved one before they are gone.... i still rmbered what their dad quotes..

"they are my family ,
i will take care of them ,
They are my family,
i will look after them.

this word reallly freaking touched me to the end.. hmm i duno why... hahahas... at times tears is in the heart part of me wish that my dad were like this ... hahahahhaas yeahhh at times seeing happy family really made me freaking jealous LOLS!!...

i guess if my real father cant do it like a true man... i will teach him in the future how to be one... when i have my own family... i will make my word true that one day when i look at my blog and i know that i made it.. i know it sound heroic :P!

hahahahhaas anyway i going on movie rally today alot sell dvd for 1 dollar ,<<< LOLS LAME shit coool right :)!!

soon gonna face with another stressful weak irham prepare yourself for war and survival!! HAHAHA :D!

2011-06-14T22:30:00.002+08:00

He who asks a question may be a fool for five minutes. But he who never asks a question remains a fool forever.

2011-06-14T22:23:00.003+08:00

hahahas lets tlak about today it will be a quick post...

well yesterdae was the aikido briefing with all the other igs at the place where the reach for the star concert were held.. it was great being back there since it was soo long ago i was there sitting down with my old classmate watching movement dance and all the pretty girls in regent HAHAHAHHAHAHAHS

okay okay enough of this i didnt know the aikido members was sooo friendly :)) it feel soo much better being in that cca rather than volleyball seriously.. HAhahas!!! even the shodan << this refers to high rank and one of the trainer were super friendly :) i tell you lols!!! it was great talking to them.. hohohoho

saw my volleyball members it was awkward yeah =.=!! LOLS!! they look at me like as if i am betrayer or watsoever hahahahas!!! can tell the expression in their faces totally.. well... i guessi am giving up volley for martial arts :)) i want to feel the sense of belonging hahahas... its hard to be in new environment but we can work this out :)

hohohoho anyway today i finally realised i wasnt alone thinking of such thing... i didnt realised that there were another one who agree with my thought i am happy thought :)) thinking i only wanted to make one close friend in my class another one came to join in.. but i couldnt be bother with some people who are not worth my time in class . :)

HAhahahs!! anyway.. i hope life journey would go smoothly on me and my keyboard laptop gone sot liao!! hhahahahahas!! grr very angry horrr!!.... the alphabet t y and backspace and shift couldnt be used properly omg!!! hmm!! :((!

hahahahah haiizzz well i would want more of this feeling in the future hehes.. dress to impress i guess lols!!!!... anyway people always thought i have a girlfriend which i dont anyway dont think too much okay... i know i am cool but i am waiting for someone even cooler to fall for me :DDD HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAS OKAY LA BYE!!!!!

oh yah forgot to add my uncle and me went to had our kfc hehehes :) he treat lols it was kinda weird getting the stares from auntie and they keep smiling maybe they though its the bond of a father and a son eating two piece of fried chicken set two meal =.= LOLS!!!!! and my uncle promised to pay money to help me learn to get motorcycle license hehehehehehs :DDD gooood right i feel soo bless!! hahahhas being the last child of course!!! though i have pimples i am the apples of their eyes HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAS FAINTED OKAY BYED!!

2011-06-12T01:15:00.000+08:00

"People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within.”

2011-06-12T00:44:00.002+08:00

hahahhahahas i feel soo blessed being the last child in my family line :))!!!

hahhahhahahahs todae i woke up soo early because my brother booked the show xmen at 10 am!! LOLS!!!! i slept late last night!! hmm i wonder!!! haiiizzzz

felt a little regret of being a yes man!! :P!! hahahahahs i cant reject when people treating me nice hehehs!!! well i force myself woke up i told myself this irham tomorrow you sleep late and woke up late!!! hahahahs!!! cute...

alright woken up at 9.30 and went to bath awhile and yes i am taking my time in the shower room!!! :)

hahahahahhahahas well my brother buy ofr me hotdog bun wooo! :)) hehehs we went in the cinema i was yawning man!!! the show was sooo long!!! but it was super gooood can!!! :D the quote that i remembers was you are beautiful the way you are you dont have to hide the part of you.. something like that!

chales xavier was fuhx.. i can read mind!! something like psychic and he got the ability to stop time !! LOLS!!!!

well after that waited for my family to come hahahahhahas!!! we were celebrating my grandma birthday!!! :D!! damn hahahaha ate at sakura at jp!! << this is my father and mother favourite place the reason why is cause its near their home!! =.=!!

the foood was great next place we went to geylang hahahhahas my grandma was happy thought i wanted to bring her to marina bay next tyme LOLS!!!!! :D!!! hahahahhahas

hahahahahhas!!! and as usual my father with his lame jokes dribbit or watsoever i sae back rabbit rabbit rabbbit lols!!!!! i know i know this is soo lame!!!!

my brother been talking about getting a bike and license i told him i want to join him together take :P!! i sae MAH!!! (mother) pay for my license!!!! i laern wont fail buy motor bike drift hahahhas!!!! they all was like IRHAM HE cannot own a bike!! very dangerous you dont want your life arhx.!! i tell them this want arhx than i go on asking my brother ehh bro whne you buy already i lent your bike arhx!! when you sleeping hahahahhahs!!! he give me that face like wtf!!! go buy your own!!

HAHAHAHHS den my cousin ask me want go bugis i was like okay =.=!!!! hahahhahahas she sae she treat me hahhahahs SEE WHAT I MEANT BY BEING BLESS MY BROTHER PAY FOR MY TICKETS FOOD EXPENSES SAME GOES FOR MY COUSIN HAHAHHAHAS i feel sooooo !!! fortunate hahhahahas yeas of course she bought me a clothe dere!!!

alot of thing to shop sey at bugis!!! but i buy thing very slow hahahhahas due to the material =.=!!! not that goood arhx hahhahahhas!!!!!!!!! :D alright alright lets move on!! hehehehs....!!

funni thing is i always thought i am tired but when i get to the destination i am the one who will be hyped up!! HAHHAHAHS :DD!! bought clothes and den went to eat macdonald!! HAHAHAHhahahahahs!!!!

and yes finally home sweet home! tomorrow planning to study whole day for communication skills hehehehs!! :DD! please let it be a blast!

2011-06-11T00:09:00.001+08:00

When I think of you I get this feeling that I want to see you.

2011-06-10T23:45:00.002+08:00

hahahas alright irham is here!! :)) let me post up my bloggy hehehs!! yesterdae was a major mistake... causes by me :D!!

hahahahhas alright todae we went to east coast park... told shirmin i will meet her at yewtee by 2pm as she going somewhere over the rainbow HAHAHHAHAS!! she sae next tyme i need book her early!! LOLS!! GZRR!!!!!! :)!

okay was there with kahmun and vicky yeah i know i am late but i am not as late as those boys HAHAHHAHAHAS!!!!!.....!!!! heng :DD!!!

well waited for shunski and eugene than junhao ask us go first he felt bad aww.. dont worry it was not your fault kay :))!! chills we dont take it in mind...

IN THE END THEY REACH FIRST THOUGHT THEY LATEST AND HAHAHAHAHHAHAHS i was soooooooooo losttt at bedok hahahhahhas!!!!!! its not lost arhx until someone told us todae the bus wasnt in operation was sooo paisehx heng that person was shunski !! :) hahahahhas!!!! he sae what does that sign stand for no ops i sae that one arhx it mean no ops! lor lols!! and this eugene funni =.=

vicky was angry with me lOLS cos of shunski grr!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHS kinda funni though if i sae out here shhh!!!.. well we reach and all went to eat macdonald for lunch LOLS!!!! hahahhas!!!!

than went to ride bike though of renting the go kart!!! omg $20 dollar LOLS!!!!! loook tempting rigt hahhahahas just nice my wallet got twenty bucks!! HAHHAHHHAHHAS :DD!! FUNNI ARHX!! i though of asking them join me but tooo expensive arhx!!

than we ride the polygon if i not wrong hmm hahahahhas junhao me at the front as usual aand eugene will always pop out from nowwhere hahahhahahas !!!!!!!!!!!! minghong shunski the rest behind hahahahs!!!! we went to one reservoir bedok i think!!

well we took some pictures it turn out great yeah!!! :DD!!! hahahahhas we shouted when the aeroplane pass by i really felt my stress were relieved !!!! OMG!!! hhahhhahahas it feels gooood!!! :))! we make fun of tetek!! HAhahhahas it is not a good word to learn anyway we ring ring the bell!!!! LOLS!!!!

and lastly!!! i saw kids playing volleyball OMG I AM LIKE YEAH THIS IS THE GAME I LIKE HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAS WENT THERE WITH FEW PEOPLE!! TO ASK them whether can join!!!!! omg my leg from tired can be soooo !!!! relax one i guess volleyball was a freaking fun sport for me!! :) especially if i can master the thunder!!!

hahahahas!!!!! we played for a while before nightfall it was a great game!! :DD!!

hahahahas i love volleyball!!!!! i love wing chun more nonono I LOVE YOU MORE!!!!!!!!! :)

OKAY WATEVER!! HAHAHHAHAS anyway junhao i think he is in loved shhh~~~ :)

alright byebye dreamers take care i hope everydae was a relaxing day!! school reopening soon BOO!!!! !

2011-06-10T00:33:00.000+08:00

its you who gives me strength,
Nothing is IMPOSSIBLE.

2011-06-10T00:01:00.002+08:00

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHS everyone of us keep thinking of holiday though our exam is drawining near i wonder why!!

its so funnny thinking back that i can sooo relax,... :)! hahahahhas !!! when i am outside al the stress seems gone but when back home fuhhx the feeling need to study all this was like LOLS!! :)))!!

HAHAHAHS todae went out to meet kahmun and the co at library with lionel as well... and yeah we did study and organisational behaviour got soo much topic to cover over one problem i wonder =.=!!! sooo lame sooo many theoryy LOLS!!!!

HAHAHAHS i will be posting less... anyway we going ecp tomorrow anyone wanna tag along you must be regenites :))! hohohoho!!! i want to drive lambhorgini and make you my wife HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHHAHAS!!! <<<< siao!!!

my mother sae i like to dream sooo much.... and ask me to dream less !!! grrr =.= she didnt know i am a dreamer alright i goign sleep with my cat now hahahas!!! take care everyone hehehehes!!! :D!

i will post more... tata forgotten what happen todae i want watch deathbell!!

2011-06-08T00:47:00.001+08:00

Life doesn't force us to be perfect, it only asks us to do our best.

2011-06-08T00:28:00.003+08:00

hahahhahas!!!! okay la lets post about today!!!.. hmm... i woke up late due to slacking with edmund and ehksan at my house..... they were funni sleeping while watching the movie ekhsan scared of my cat :P!! hahahahs

well i woke up at 2 pm ah em been spamming call LOLS!! I didnt hear sorry.. today i didnt went with you guys to kbox hahahas.. my grandma was angry with me as i keep spending soo much time with my friend...!! hahahahas

it was hard to convince her to go to IMM!! LOLS!!! :S! hahahahas!!! there was this contractar been knocking the dooor... hahahahs we didnt open the door he called the house saying i am from hdb bla bla bla hahahhas i guess he think we thought he is a thief as there is alot of imposter pretending to be from hdb and than commit crime he even called my mum to clarify LOLS!!! SOOO FUNNY!!! CAN

hmm alright alright than next went to imm!! hahahahhahaha i feel like aa time decider!!! hahahhahhas spent 1 hrs there den 8.05 rush to meet shirmin!!! hahahhahhas
GUESS WHAT I ALWAYS THOUGH I WANT TO BE EARLIER SO IT WILL BE WAITING FOR HER AND complain to her!! HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAS

but she is one step forward i sit inside taxi i though to myself yeah enough time!! can fake fake sae damn i am in the nick of time LOLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUNNI arhx okay.. la in the end i am the one need to rush hahahhahahas!!!!!!

yeah!! we walk! and i wanted to show her AIKIDO ZZZZZZ =.= she go make her hand soo hard for wat !!!! LOLS!!!!!! heard that she quitted her canoeing well what i wanted to say was quitting doesnt mean you are a loser it mean you are strong enough to know what is best in life! dang lols!!! the words always come out so wrong in real life HAHAHAS!!!!! well whatever!!!

we went around and round gombak hahahahhas!! it was funni like i am tour guide showing foood places HAHAHAHHAHAS!!! okay la had prata again i was expecting to be having a major tummyache reaching home HAHAHAHHAS HENG NOTHING HAPPEN STOMACH i am happy you behave yourself today :))!!! anyway bid farewell to her.. !!! dang!!! life is soo like in movie!! <
anyway hahahhahahas i bought a spy next ddooooor movie!!! and i planning to skip aikido camp!! hahahhas because of one grrr!! LOLS!!!!

when will be the time to study!! LOL!!

2011-06-01T21:48:00.001+08:00

If i were to get close to you
what would you think?

2011-06-01T20:40:00.002+08:00

Hahahhas!!! lets post todae since its been soo long its been dead!! lets realive back dreams!! :))

hmm well this past few weeks was good yeah.. hahahas let me refresh back my memory..! i will write what i feel alright... so hear me out people...
this is no lie this is my blog i write what i like hahahas!!!

okay i am happy that i Win mario a pro in pool for a game and he win me all the time grrr!! HAHAHAHS!!!!!!! can you tell me how pro is that hitting a ball with so much force going to break the table lols!! =.=!!!

hahahahahas okay i have this friend lionel who love to bet..!! gamble omg lols!!! i am with him on his gambling trip =.=!! we won almost 1 k and den we lost hahahahs!! but thought its not a heavy lost! we gonna win back what we lost..!! i felt abit changes in me lately haizz

this is soo not me! in class i am talking vulgar words =.=!!! that i got used to it and speak outside damnn.... is this what been happening all along.. i dont feel like changing to be the bad past =.=!! hahahahahas but sometimes i jsut couldnt control it yeah... i guess let time erase all the bad memories hehehes!!!

well i am still me lahx just that sometimes i will spout abit vulgarities because of my idiotic classmate who like to talk vulgar =.=!!! okay okay hahahas how i wish my classmate was like me slacker and yet talk nonsense all the time hahahas!!!! :))

whatever well this few days was great!! not tarally fantastic i have a facillator who became my math tution i hope it works that he is helping me out with my math because i am kind of weak in it :( ! LOLS!! i do hope i can help him back by finishing those practice exercise oh how lazy irham can be at times....

hahahs have not been going to volleyball ig because of my one friend!! GUESS WHAT WE always do if i never go he wont go if he never go i wont go we! HAHHAhahahahs!!!!! LAME SHIT !!!! =.=!!!

i can tell you something funni that happen lately me and gabriel been doing stupid thing inside the aikido it was sooo freaking funny!! can!!!! :))! everyone there like soo serious we like the only one laughing and killing each otehr out hahahahs!!!!

hahahahahas anyway sorry to those i guai lan! :)) my bad lols!!!!! but i find it funny that you all sae it out hahahahahhahas i will change and be the coool me again :DD!! HOHOHOHO!! and i want to learn wing chun and aikido!!!!!! :DD!! omggg!! COOOOL!!!

i guess i am giving up volley soon for rugby but i am willing to give up anything for WING CHUN!! DONNIE YEN HAHAHAHAHS!! freak i am fanatic over him!! :))!!

anyway SNSD SONG SUPER NICE CAN!!!! I DIDNT KNOW KOREAN SONG ARE SOO MEANINGFUL :)))!!! OGMG TOUCHING AND SOOTHING HAHAHAHAS!!!!

ANYWAY hahahahas!!! my three cats!!! are soooooo my loyal fans!! HAHAHAHs they been following me almost everywhere :)! waiting outside the toilet for me!! when i came back !! when i going out!! HAhahahas soo fortunate to have them in my life!! :)) hehehs!!!

I BELIEVE IN LIFE HAHAHAS i wish to write more crap in my blog so stay tuned..

sky and co's when to rp to visit us!! hahahahahs!!! :) they were soo good coming from along way just to visit and play till 12 =.=!! went back home hahahas!!!!!!

and i celebrated pearline birthday hahahahs!!!!!! me kahmun vicky zhengwei pearly kimmey huishan josephine jovina hahahahs!!!! guess what i been keeping its sooo funni!! can!! HAHAHAHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i almost forgot they played throwing cakes!! HHHAHAHAHAHS!!! and I SMASHED IT ON PEARLY AND KIMEMY FACE AT THE SAME TIME AND I WIPE IT OFF THEM :PPP HAHAHAHAHS I KNOW IT SOUND BAD!!! yeah zhengwei was chasing me like mad!!! as instructed by the girls HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAS but he dont dare go in rp!! HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAS

i close the door SOOO FUNNI I SAE OR HOR YOU CANNOT COME IN LATER MY TEACHER COME and he belive it HAHAHAS!!! =.= it is open to public silly!! LOLS!!!!!! in the end i let vicky and him do abit make up =.=!! LOLS!!!!!!!

AND AND AND I HIDE UNDER THE BUSH LIKE IN ARMY HAHAHAHAHS omg it reminds me of sec 1 !! sooo childish !!! but i like hahahahs!! GROW UP IRHAM !! LOLS!

saw shirmin along the way with joey hahahahas flirt time ^^ run a thousand miles!! yeah hahahahahahs!!!!!!!!! i bet i can still remember what i said that day!!!

well edmund shunski and bryan join us!! :) fun siooo
shiok hahahahahhas we wnet to eat at banquet and have a bath!! HAHAHAHHAHAS!!!! at rp sports hall!!

i couldnt remember much now hahahahas its the beggining of ending! hahahahahas

entertain my crap somebody!!! :))!!!! HAHAHAS I dont have a blooody A for my daily grade pathetic right laugh at IT!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS!! :D! who CARES!!!!!!! AS LONG AS I AM SATISFIED OF MYSELF HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAS!!!

OKAY LA PEOPLE I GOING OFF ALREADY i going write nonsense again sorry Rj took most of my blogging time!! :) haiyak i going be the best martial art in the world!! just jokign!!!! hahahas i am gonna be myself thought i cant change the world yeah...!! original copies :D!

2011-05-09T01:05:00.000+08:00

This was my grandma first webcam shot i love her to the MAXXXX!!! :DD

2011-05-09T00:50:00.002+08:00

hahahas!!! alright!! lets update since its been so long since i let my blog alive... i am gonna keep it alife !! :)) ehehesss.....

whats been happening in my life was al about busyness and school stuff hahahs.. been struggling up and down just to write reflection journal and aiming for B though i have Straight B i got three C =.=! lols!! HHAHAHAHhahas was hoping it will be straight but i guess i am kinda slack too when in class ehhx...

hahahhas been hanging out alot with my course mate where we played pool :) yes i am noob but my drama is what makes everything worthwhile HUA HUA HUA HAHAHHS!! :DD!! well i got one macho fren call mario he is soo funni can hahahahahs every single time he would sae i like to tease him and want me to go gym!! :P which i cant low self estemmm SOOO NOT HAHHHAHAHHAS!! the other would be lionel!! :) hes goood so as the rest of my classmatess hehhehes..!!!

well there is one abit bossy dont relaly like =.=! LOLS!! HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAS so what the classmates is made up of all kind of peoples accepting is one ting i need do HEHEHS! :)) been having fun in class playing game instead of preparing for slides! LOL!! LIKE LAN SHOP except republic know that GARENA IS BANNED =.=! must be those it tech! LOLS!!...

hehehes i thank god that i made it pass through the trial for Volleyball its been my dream to play for the schoool hehes... at first i was feeling sooo nervous before the trial... knowing there are more people that are way better than me!! HAHAHAHS but i guess nervousness doesnt last its your skill thats being shown at the end of the day!! :D!! hehehes i was the first person the senior recognise as i joined the inexperience group :P!! if i join experience died my thunder still in the making hOHOHOHO!!!

hahahahs!!!! well three of us are selected from the inexperience and experience all are selected i find it ironic =.= that some anyhow spike aso can go in for the experience lOLS!!! FUNNI THOUGH :D!!

hahahahs well trial for the first step to reaching my goal!! there are more step to go i hope i can HOP instead of walk :P! HAHHAHAHHA!!! so that i will reach there faster but i guess walking taking the time is greater than reaching the destination.. :) Anyway thanks gabriel vicky kahmun josephine huishan bryan i didnt really wanted people to come down to support me as it will be embarrassing and yet you guys did so out of your will !! i am happy for that hehehehs!! :DDD!!!!

next stop will be aikido where i will learn martial art hehehs... how i wish it was wing chun.. i really wanna be someone that is like donnie yen!! hahahhahas but its okay since aikido provide me with the strength and also the ability to look at life in a better way :) i couldnt have wish more just hope i will pass the trail and be one of the best student there! HAHAHHAS

two days ago was mother days celebration!! :)) hehehehs we family reunion feel soo goood from all three different family joined up to celebrate it in a restaurant :)) i feel soo goood seeing everyone hahahahs!! :DD!! and my cousin thought i am some kind of computer expert that every program i know =.= i was like omg die.... !! hahahahahas we been having fun!! yeah except when those little kids smack me!! omg =.=!!! i told them you all want a flying lesson guess what the sae next you want kena slap i sae LOLS!!! grrrh =.=!! HAHAHHAHAHS yes they irritate me alot LOLS!!!! fainted and i wonder why they love to stick to me!! HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHS i guess i am soooo those easy going type of person! well my mother wasnt present as she was one of the counter for the vote of the election whatever it is she is still present in my heart :)!! hehehehs!!! HOHOHOHO okay la HAPPY MOTHER DAYS TO ALL MOTHER IN THE WORLD!!! i believe in this quotes i wanna share with yea guys out there..

All the mothers in the world are like salt,
Thought it's the start and finish of all food
They melt their soul and silently play their part. :)

anyway gooodnight people hehehes :D!

2011-04-23T02:05:00.000+08:00

2011-04-23T01:14:00.005+08:00

hmm hahahhas..... lets talk about the day i was in polytechnic republic hahahahhas i bet you guys really wanted to know what been happening right.... :) lets see what i can remember up till now hahas....

welll up till now i my classmates was awesome and i been getting grade B for daily grade i am kind of happy hehehees :))!! made alot of friends in poly hahahahahas... its kind of fun ehhx working in group preparing for presentation .....

hahahahhaha been hanging out in my poly staying back lately :)!! well someone like SMIGGLES :DD!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAS sooo funni anyway during the break joey jiamin me went to play the lucky draw HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAS i cheated :P!!! and won gold prize HAHAHAHHAHHAS they small prize i got a highlighter smiggles dats sooo cute i mean funni arhx....!

shirmin was LOLS! ON THAT DAY SHE ask us to meet her i tot it was SOMETHING COOOL SHE WANNA SHOW liked she mention!! skali is TO GO THE BOOTH WHERE SMIGGLES IS AT HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHS ITS Kinda silly hohohoho !!! cute though :) in the end the booth close so I brought them around the school!! of sports :P!! stadium i mean HAHAHHAhahahahahs The face changed we alll QUARREL SOO FUNNY!!!! can!! especially that joey mimicking her voice veri funni ehhx AND AEROPLAN HAHAHas :) but on top it all WE ARE SUPER COOL CAN :DD

hahahahahas the presentation we had everyday was great i feel like improving already hahahahas... soooner or later i wont be afraid to stand infront of the class explaining and also answering question hehehehs :)) well having nice teammates really do help

other than that been hanging out with the gang in the library HAHAHAHHAS damn got pooool all shiok sioooo :DD!! VICKY can go crazy over webcam kahmun,josephine, huishan all tooo HAHAHAHHAS we toook some pictures ITS VERY FUNNI :)) girls they really use their laptop to a full extend HAHAHAS!!! i didnt know webcam can take funni pictures :S!! up till taken one myself lOLS!!!!!!!! And I KIND OF LIKE IT HOHOHO

hahahahahhas have to give it to bryan for having the time to visit us in rp :)) hahahahhahas been hanging out with him soo much lately kind of remind me like the past riding the lrt back and forth after sending sky game it was shiok ! :)

today we went to play badminton it was GREAT With the groups hahahhahahas :)) played blackjack at bryan chan house hahahhahahas and i felt soo lucky no need doo 100 + PUSH UPGot to give it to Junhao,Bryan and Suling for doing over 60 push up,they did the most push up!!HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAS!! thanks GOD :D alright and JUNHAO STILL OWE ME 20 PUSH UP!!! LOLS!!!

anyway i felt abit sentimental and wanted to spend more times with my grandma HEHEHEHS :)) i shall go out with her tomorrow TO GIANT HAHAHAHHAS :DD cute irham spend more time with your family quality heeeeeeee.... YES ROGER THAT!! AND YOUR CAT TOOOOO HOHOHOHOHOHO

gooodnight everyone take care :)

2011-04-16T23:06:00.000+08:00

"There are two types of people who will tell you that you cannot make a difference in this world: Those who are afraid to try themselves, and those who are afraid that you will succeed.”

2011-04-16T22:38:00.002+08:00

hahahas hmm i am here to update my dead blog hehehs... :))

okay la.. lets talk about the orientation :) hhahahahas... it was awesome can!!! except part of the games was seriously boring!! LOLS!!.... hmm.... went to school with a groups of regenites!! :D!!!

the whole two day was great.. knowing my class... kinda small ehhx +.+!! LOLS!!!!..... but the people inside will be what makes it possible to study... okay okay... lets skip orientation knew alot :)) and the IC LEADER FUHHHX :DD ALL I CAN SAE WAS!!! amazing just the way they are

friday i skip the last day of orientation to go with my friends to malaysia.... :)) me bryan suling junhao HAHHAHAHHAHAhas funni arhx..!!! suling keep on repeating that 160 arrive already.. in the still nvr LOLS so we took taxi to meet hao and bryan at checkpoint lOLS they waited for us for 1 hrs HAHAHAHAHS we are LATE BIRDDD!! :S

welll as usual... we went in chop passport and so on first place we go is city square!!! HAHAHAHHAs ask around where eat shiok... they keep giving lame place =.=!! lols... so we went kota raya to have our first pizza HUT OMFG DAMN SHIOK LA EHHHX THE PIZZA THE GARLIC BREAD THE SOUP SOOOO MANY MORE THE MEATBALL HAHAHHAS CHICKENS YUM YUM YUM!!! damn aloit cannnnn :DDD HAHAHAHHAHAHAS HAPPY SEHX!! eat full into cannot walk arhxz!!....

next place we went is to tusco!! DANG!!! there was as big as vivo i tink WAY BIGGER AND WIDER!!!!!!!!!!!!! SUPER alot SHIRTS :DD HAHAHAHAHAHs though didnt buy any one i tried most of them hohohohohoho quites ncie! :) walk around played arcade there HAHAHHAAS THATS THE MOST FUNNI THINg bryan complaining of losing to me how can it be hahahs! :)

next meet sky danial fiona at singgah selalu where we had our DINNER!! :DD!! damn the sharkfin SOUP THE MOST NICEST THEREEEE AND IT WAS MY FIRST TIME EATING ENDANGERED SPECIES FAINTED!!!! :P!! hmm hahahas the rest of the food was not bad.. we went to pandan city... was TO go there to see girls ^^ and sky wanted to buy pc game !! :)! lols!! went to walk around and found some damn SHIOKKKIEE!!!!!!!!! :D!! hahahahhahahahhahas walk around and round and round pull suling bag and she got sooo MAD HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAs i told her thief will do that there HAHAHHAHAS SOOO FUNNNI SEH CHASE AROUND use her muscular hand to hit =.=!! LOLS!!!!! okay la... we all been joking and danial sae alot pretty girl there i sae HAHAHHAS why not i show you one that looked awesome!! :) so we went to walk around while the girls and boys.. went to try the clothes HAHAHHAHAS

funni sehx!!!!!!!! okay la there was seriously fun den went to take taxi!!!!!! been laughing out loud sheperd :) hahahahhahas!!!!!!! it was reallly an awesome trip to an unkown land!!! :DD!! woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo life is going the way i wanted it.. keep it going.. irham!! :DD! hehehes went home slept like pig !!!!

the next morning went to visit my father with my uncle :) he bought me expensive SHIRTS AT VIVO HAHAHHAHHAS :DD!! omg.... good stuff keep coming in i am glad it happen to meeee HEHEHS>.... anyway i know some funni stuff happening during orientation hahahahahahahahahas!! :DD!!!!!!! damn it can make your stomach giggles till no more air!! ask me if you wanna knwo :)

hmm.. hahahahahahahahas.... ATE SEAFOOOD AGAIN YAY!!!!! AND NOW I AM HOME :))!! schooool starting this monday i am sooo gonna be ready for it hehehees!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-04-10T05:26:00.000+08:00

Take me somewhere far away

2011-04-10T04:21:00.003+08:00

hmm hahahas lets have a fast update :)!! hehehes...!!! yesterdae was freaking fun went to east coast park with frens... and i learn HOW TO SKATE!!!! :DD!!!

hahahahhahas what a bad day to start with I FORGOT how to move the skate thought i learnt it when i was primary school!!!! hehehehehs soooooo sorry suling having to trouble you !! to hold me when i was falling!! Zzz! and sky fiona for riding as slow as tortoise just to keep up with me.. and for the rest for givin assistance hehehes!! :))

I LOVE SKATING HAHAHAHHAHAS!!!! i can feel the challenges... of skating... thought i keep fall backward and forward.... in the heat of the hot sun... that was freaking warm.. :) hahahhahahs its not pain at all to learn somethin again.,.. :))!!! hehhes.... the feeling of learning somethin new really amaze me soo much.. i dont mean entirely new... to me as i have learnt it in primary school!!! and suling gosh she just dont believe me i guess no one did HAHAHHAHAHAHAS looked at the way i move my leg... its like asking a crab walking FOrward HAHAHAHHAHAHS :PPP!!!!...

okay la... the rest of the day was fun there... hahahahas and shirmin learning volleyball i kind of ^^ HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHS she gonna join volleyball team HAHHAHAAS :P!! i guess not... dang.. should have serve properly.....!!!!! ! grr hahahs.. i guess i am getting rusty!!! :(..

anyway first tyme bryan cheer for me playing rollerskate and i falled (Y) he was sooo goooooood LIKE tooooot HAHAHHAHAHAHs!!!!... anyway when we played rugby i love it best!! :)) hahahhahahahahs it remind me back on the past memories where i used to play for the school how much i wanted the coach to pay attention on my skills!! :P

hahahhas the caption ball was great except someone sae i dont have skill that make her slip! LOLS!!! i find it cute thoughts hahahhahas okay la... moving on... den we went fishing.. but i guess the luck there wasnt that great...

so i decided that we all went to jetty but 20% agree so yeah we walk with the twenty ttowards jetty here we come!! :))!! hahahahhahas !!! it was far but along the way was beautiful :D! really!! hahahahhas jet ski... restaurant and so on!!! once reach the skies was clear and the star could be seen shinning shimmering in the dark blue skies!! :DD it was awesome can!! with the wind keep on blowing toward our direction hahahas!!! i like it alot..

hehehs den we went crabbing and fishing soon joey edmund join us sat with joey!! talk crap hahahas.. she told me about her ligament damn it!!!!! i hope she recover so we can be volleyball player :)!!! anyway talk crap with her. all the way was fun!! hahahahhas... i duno what i talk about most of them is all about life... yeah i ask the wrong question do you like girl? HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAS what a question is that!! okay la... :)) when suling arrive she cant stop complaining hahahahhas that was osooooooo cute of her.. HAHAHs i angry arhx soo tired bla bla bla... :))

hmmm.. next we caught a small crab it was worth it :) really.. i feel the sense of achievement tot it was ltitle... we went to eat seafood at.. kopitiam nearby omg!! that was great really... hahahas bu the gaga OMG SLUG taste sooo weird and smelly can faint to death hahahs... next while waiting for them to eat their dessert we torture the shells HOHOHOHO fear us.. doom bringer :P!! okay lame

moving on!!! went to take taxi HAHAHHAHAHAS suling cant stop quarrelling with me!! HAHAHHAHAHHAS danial was like a audience alright thats all for the east coast trip and it MAKE ME BANK RUPT Z!

anyway this is about today with me having no money i was thinking okay is it gonna be a fun day or worst day of my life :S hahhahahahhahahahs my uncle wanted to treat me to shirts long pants bla bla bla... but i felt abit uncomfortable taking money from them hahahahs...

went to malaysia with my uncle aunty cousin grandma cousin cousin cousin all adults except me the youngest thought the cooolest toooo :)!! we went to kota raya shop around eat eat!! den went to kampung omg!!! the weather can kill i tell you sooo hot!! HAHHAHAHAS

we bought kerepek it is crackers in english alot of them to seperate around hahahahahs!!!! :))! hmm.. than went to my aunty village and rest before setting out for the night at pandan mall i tink there sell alot of shirts shorts everythign!! omg!!! DAMN SHIOK I BOUGHT QUITE ALOT SHIRT BELT SLIPPERS!!! :P DAMN felt happy spending my family money hAHHAHAHAHHAHAS and wat made it amazing was!!! got one malay girl didnt know can be soooooooo PRETTY HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAS to me la to me!!! :) damn i wasnt interested in malay girl up till when i saw this seller but i guess thats what your eyes is about mesmerising..

someone once asked me whether i wanted a girlfriend i told him.. i couldnt because those that are attracted to me mostly.. are p _ _ _ _ _ and i guess that idea never really cross my mind i just love having their companies.. it feel soo great!! yeah feelign not ready to settle down theres alot more adventure i havent try.. and i know.. i am just using this as an excuse.... well who i really want.. was someone that can make my heart feel and beat for her instead of my eyes i want to close my eyes and feel it deep within me that you are the one for me all along.. that i dont have to search further anymore i wish it was you :)

let destiny write my dream over my soul! byebye readers i enjoy myself to the max i am having an awesome time of my life!!!

2011-04-03T01:32:00.002+08:00

2011-04-03T01:09:00.002+08:00

HAHahhahahs okay lets talk about today :) hmm went out at 4 plus the ex-owner of my beautiful cat came today.. she brought him toy... but my cat didnt seem to recognise her.. and ran off...

lols... we tried hard to bring the cat out but they keep hide under my bed =.=!!! LOLS okay la enough of this i got no time and went out to meet them ... to play basketball.. today hahahs..!!! i didnt cycle i guess its a surprised right!!! because most of the time of the week of the day you will see me cycling looking coool LOLS <<<<< can puke HAHHAHAHAHAHS!!!!

hmm well my leg was super tired!! can!! LOLS i can feel its gonna break apart LOLS!! :S!!! but i like the feeeling... that i exercise it to the core...LOLS!! :)

hahahahs okay la went to play basketball..!!! kinda fun.. ehhx :) hahahs.. and gabriel give me this ideas of cycling to east coast park i was thinking wow finally somebody got the same crazy ideas as i do ?? HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAS damn but i tink its impossible arhx.. the distance is tooo far :S i wonder if my leg can take it!! LOLS!!

the basketbal game todae was great sky suling gabriel me :) won HHEHHEHEHS... damn didnt do anything much passing around as usual... i felt i can run around de Court HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAS!!!! its an improvement usually ... i will tire halfway and call it a quits HAHAHHAS!!!

okay la then went to buy mopiko at seven eleven because sky girlfriend was being bitten by mosquitto omg that place disgust me man!!!!!!!! soooo MANY INSECT MOSQUITTOO ZZZZ!!! the school should do somethin about it!!!!! by playing sports and you get bitten its sooo not worth it at all!!!!!! i hope they are fine.. :) went to drink ice lemon tea I can tell you i freaking crazy about ice lemon tea this few days CAN DRINK THE WHOLE BIG GULP TILL ITS DONE!!!!!!!!!!! :DD!!! DAMN !!! MY STOMACH NEED ALOT WATER!!!!!! hahahahhas i felt i have slim down tooo more skinny lehx :(( omg maybe the sports usually i will be able to feel my stomach now i touch its going inside LOLS !!! fainted HAHAHAS

than i rush to mrt.. to meet my family as my mother going to treat us to DINNER AT WOODLAND HEHEHEHS :))) dang i was late... as usual...!! AND WHATS MORE MY MUM KEEP GAVE ME THE WRONG BUS! NUMBER LOLS HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAS :S!

ZZZZ 911 913 !!!! WHY DOESNT YOU ASS STOP AT CHECKPOINT i was touring around the neighbourhooooood :S!!! wasted alot of time!!!............ come on manx.. LOLS!!!!

in the end decide to take taxi the uncle was friendly :)) hahahahs i told him i dunt have enough cash with me can i pay with the nets hahahahas his face shock tio!! HAHAHAHAHHAS i heard about the receipt they have to claim at the end of the day!!! :S!!!

okay met them and ATE ALL THE FOOOOD HAHAHAHHAHS THEY SAE IT was salty BUT I FIND IT GREAT.... I KEEP EATING EATING DAMN HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHS I GUESS I WAS TOO HUNGRY TO THINK OF THE QUALITY :DDDD SUPER LOVE IT HEHEHEHEHS...!!!!!

WENT TO BUY shirts that sae you are amazing just the way you are and i am not perfect but i am limited edition somethin like that HAHAHHAHAHAHS I LOVE QUOTES WORD MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! SERIOUSLY!!! :DD! and its cheap !! HEHEHS

went back home use taxi and we all crap all the way!!! YAY!!! MY MUM GOING BUY HANDPHONE FOR ME HEHEHES>... I PHONE 4 OR GALAXY BEAM HERE I COME!! HOHOHOHOHO :DD gooodngiht readers!!! i plan to be a Coool coach one day or.. a event organiser or a cruise caption HAHAHHAHS :DDDD i hope it will come true one of theseeeee............. hehehes byeye readers!!

2011-03-26T04:15:00.002+08:00

Each time i see you , my heart start to pound
whenever you come around ,

cause you are all i need.. :)

2011-03-26T03:48:00.002+08:00

hahahas.... i am gonna update while i still got the mood....

hmm... this few days been great for me... :)) although there are people that try to ruin my days.... its not gonna happened.. i am strong inside out cooolness flowing everywhere :)

hahahas..... irham keep pushing on keep on there is no limit... at times i been asking myself... whether i have to put in more effort or... just be myself... i love using the word riding like the wind....

hahahhas... i love my bicycle... i cant do without it... its soooo important to me now.. with the rising cost... of adult fare i will be travelling by bicycle most of the time hehehes....

well.... as i travel alot of thing goes through my mind ... hahahas... i find being a philospher is kind of a goood thing... i am really into life... :)) hehehehehes.... irham aniway you been coming home late... your grandma is soo worried about you..

okay i cant stop the habit of coming home late HAHAHHAHAS... anyway my bank money left $8 dollar hahahhahahahhas i know its kinda pathetic for me to sae it out.. but i dont relaly care what people think.....

hahahhas...... well today went to get sky new laptop hahahs... :)) i guess my bond and him is inseperable.. thought most of the time i let him down.. hahahahhas!!!!! we are still gong strong... << it seem like we are in a relationship HAHAHAHHAS>...< just joking.... but one thing i hate his habit most is GOIGN LAN!!! LOLS!!!! the rest was great hahahas... :)

irham why sing a song...... i been thinking all this while that i want to be a great instructor... anyway i chatted with my old friend who was in rugby today while going to watch BIg momma... hahahas i !! kind of miss the times..... hahahhahahs its been sooo long since i last played rugby... the teammates i am with the bonds we have.. the fun the sadness... everything!!!!! everyone.... i miss the past... soo much... how i was sooooo wanting to prove to my coach that i am one of the best school team player hahahahas.... the competition we all have between each other all this.... and when i finally made it to the school team... and won our first west zone :)) and lost out quarter final in national hahahhahs .... but i made my decision that i am gonna keep moving on keeep on moving hahahhas..... ;) there are thing in life that i will achieve!! till then i am not gonna give up

anyway i have a three beautiful cats!! that nvr fail to make my life... feelll sooo alive hahahahas with their sillly attitude !! i cant help smiling every single time they came to my room and play like as if it was a playground how they bite my leg every night when i sleep!! lols and how they sleep with me in my room :)) hahahhahas most cat would rather go solo but my cats felt soo different from normal... :DD!! hahahhahahahhahaahhahahas

anyway this song totally suited my current feeling and mood right now enjoy it :)) hehehes.... byebye readers!!

2011-03-21T03:44:00.000+08:00

I find this anime character COOOOL!! :) anyway heres a quote for you guys hehes

“Winning isn't everything, but the will to win is everything.”

2011-03-21T03:30:00.002+08:00

HAhahhahas okay la i gonna update a super fast udpate now!!! :DD!!!!

hmm well.. in the morning was woken up by my cousin from malaysia...!!! hahahhas they came to singapore anyway my morning is 1pm HAHAHHAHAHAHAS :PP!!

okay la ate rojak today HAHHAHAHS SHIOK EHHHX but the gravy spicy =.=!!! hahahhahahahas...!!!! :))

hmm... next went to meet bryan at 7 eleven then we head to tennis courts... saw vicky and ah em.. walking waiting for them at the stairs..... lols... girls as they grow older... they getting cuter ehhx ^^ HAHAHAHHAHAHAS JUST JOKING!!!

okay la... as usual say hi bla bla bla.. walk toward the courts... there we played tennis HAHHAHAHAHAS okay we all are noob in this sports but i kind of like it because my racket was red and black HAHAHAHHAHhas i shall name it hmm let me think over it over the weekend :P HAHHAHAHAHHAS

the game was great.... tennis hmm.. i would consider it as my cca in republic hehes... !!!!!! well we lost alot of balls all fly here and dere!! HAHAHHAHAHS..... i guess i need practice more in smashing :) i find it great just that too much strength and you will see flying ball....

well we all went back home late and went to seven eleven drink super big gulp FUHHX SHIOK EHHHX :)!! cycle edmund to ite cck dere den bid goodbye

hahahahhas i wonder what it feel like cycling a girl home lols... wouldnt oyu want the ride to be forever and never ending... :) i guess that happen in novel only... real life human we wont goo that far..!

okay la hahahahhahahhahas the reason why i post today was because got one asshole write something funni inside dota just now... we were quarreling with some maphackher and his word sooo fucking funny can he was non other than that REON!! hahahahhas guess what he said... we were hitting roshan and rhasta (other team) suddenly attack us and we got so angry HAHAHHAHAHAS COS THEY MAPHACK ACTUALLY I MAPHACK TOO :P!! the sentence is !!! THE ONLY WARD I SAW WAS RHASTA PENIS HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAS I KNOW ITS HARD FOR YOU ALL TO UDNERSTAND BUT SERIOUSLY FUNNI BECAUSE THEY KEEP DENYING THEY DIDNT MAPHACK HAHAHAHHAHAS!!!!! (Y)

okay la thats all for tongiht a great game too alll :)) and to danial and reon for the dota game byebyereaders!!

2011-03-19T05:28:00.000+08:00

2011-03-19T02:26:00.004+08:00

okay i am gonna update about today hahahahs it will be a fast one!!! :D!!!

well.. i was sleeping till 1 plus?? hmmm... woke up sunshine... as usual hahahahahs... :) and I promised my grandma to go with her to westmall during my sleep LOLS... i can be talking while sleeping DAMN IT HAHAHAHHAHAS

i was lazy actually :P!! HAHAHHAHAHAHS my grandma KNOW ME BEST.... WHEN I AM AT MY VULNERABLE TIME SHE WILL ASK ME QUESTION AND I WILL SIMPLY ANSWER YES YES YES TO EVERYTHING LOLS!!! HHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHS okay la....

ate food at home den we went out to westmall... as usual hahahahhahas i accompany her to her shop the fashion somethin somethin where alot of accesories stuff... HAHAHAHAS i could rmb i went there with suling during her finding her friend birthday gift HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHS damn i been to this place alot of times in my life !!!!!! :))

my grandma like flower for the hair somethin like lock i forget how to say it .. hmmm hahahahahhaas..... everytyme we went there she will be looking at the price HAHAHHAHAHAHS i told her this the higher the price the better the quality IT WAS LIKE NONSENSE HAHAHAHHAHAHS she told me that one how come soo cheap this one how come soo expensive... i sae oh oh this one arhhx you can see the shiny bead.. around it that one damn nice when wear thats why expensive HAHAHAHS in the end she choose.. bead over flower (Y) jang jang i won :P can be salesman ARHX HAHHAHAS

she bought it but after that she told me super expensive sehx HAHAHAHHAS!!! i like seeing my grandma laughing happily :)) we went to shop and save and she wanted to buy apple.. she told me... look at all the apple its been stomp... all this people they dont want buy den go press press until the apple felt inedible i was LIKE OMG..... she HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAs ALOT COMPLAIN HAHAHHAHAHS thats my grandma for you hmm.... went around to buy chicken all this hohohohoho!! damn my favourite is shopping at SHOP AND SAVE :)) alot of thing to buy hehes...!!!!!!...

yeap than went home.. and i ate KFC :D!!

hahahahas omg i am super late.. 8 cycle out of house like the wind DEN KNOWING SKY STILL PLAYING HIS DOTA LOLS... he is soo in love with dota !! i could tel you he will loved to play it anywhere everywhere!!!!

HAHahahhahahahas okay reach below his block he said bye to fiona.... and yes we are set for adventure!!!! went to limbang.... to meet junhao ON THE WAY HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHS........... okay this is funni.. i cannot believe he is soo childish like ME HAHAHAHAHHAS put leg on top bicycle la..... watsoever go up slope den down slope!!!! LIKE KIDS ARHX HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAS do it over and over again HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHS alright as we met junhao den.... we went to lan shop awhile to say hi to dylan..

saw alif there tooo.. okay den we went 7 eleven BUY DRINK EAT <<< i know this part abit boring for you guys HAHHAHAHHAHAHAS... this is the interesting part you guys been looking out for...

we went to adventure around panjang area!! ^^ me sky junhao and fiona... HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAS guess where we go the GARDEN FUHHX AT NIGHT.... HAHHAHAHHAHAS ON THE WAY SOMETING REALLY FUNNY HAPPEN... LEG CRAMP MUSCLE ALL THIS HAHAHAHHAHAHHAS omg super funni!!!!!! can!!!!! den den we all decided to open our shirt... then junhao goes to say later police catch us say got three naked man!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAS

you all know what i could almost remember the day we played frisbee where we all open our shirt AND MR KHAIDIR SHOUTED AT US ALL YOU NAKED BOY COME HERE FROM THE HALL HE SHOUTED AT THE FOOTBALL FIELD IT WAS SUPER FUNNI CAN HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHS :DD!!!!!! i can imagine how everything was being played... LOLS!!!!

okay la.. THE GARDEN WAS SCARY AT NIGHT WOOOO BUT DAMN FUN WITH LOTS OF WIND AND SLOPEEEE HAHAHHAS GUESS WHAT THAT MEAN RIDE LIKE THE WIND DAMN SHIOK LEY!!!!!!! the bike SPEEED SOOO FAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn free hand like superman HAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAS :))~~~~~~~

next we went to the reservoir OMG.... there at night COOOOL CAN... there is waterfall!!!!! oMG damn ncie nice nice ncie :))) hehehehs...

and on the way back home i told junhao i would like him to go to ite cck there to use that route because i fear his safety as i cannot answer to his parent if anything happen to him HAHAHHAAHHAHAHAS oh my fucking ass... i cant imagine using this reason can be convincing at times when i want him to accompany me on the tortorous climbing SLOPE HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAS :PPPP

OH yeah before i end my post i ENVY THOSE PEOPLE LIVING AT YEW TEE CAN!!!! WE WENT TO SEE THE VIEW DAMN SUPER NICE AT NIGHT!!!!! :)) OMG THE TRAIN LOOK LIKE CATERPILLAR HAHAHAHHAS I COULD SEE MY PAST HOMELAND DAMN THE VEIW IS GREAT CANN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!with LIGHT SHINING throughtout every factory and being squeeze together making them look glittering!!!!!!! HAHAHHAS i even told sky.. those lamppost below look soooo fake damn !!!! it look like everything is being zoom OUT!!!! when you are at top flooor!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) hahahahhas what a beautiful night!

okay la here i am at home now goodbye readers hehehehs :)

2011-03-16T21:40:00.000+08:00

2011-03-16T21:15:00.004+08:00

hahahahahas updating real fast now!!! :))

went out with my two awesome superheroes friend yesterdae hahahahahs.. they were soo blur toad can... cant decide where to go... as usual i was the late one.. i cant imagine me being the lasto ne always grrx!!!

hahahahs... okay la today our mission was to go macritchie but it changed to henderson waves :)) hehehes took 176 went there.. hahahas.. yeap it was kinda drizzling abit and i cant believe when climbing the stairs is sooo tiring i didnt have this problem before LOLS!!!!!!

but those two superman and NO.6 hahahahahahhahahahahs their reaction supper funni can hahahas... NO.6 is always looking soo tired hahahahahahhaas.....!!!!.... and they start with their ghost talk.... (Y)(Y)

i felt fortunate for being in republic poly hehehehs.. after hearing about ngee an polytechnic... HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHs okay for those who are interested i will tell you here.. my friend told me one of the block than seven storey at the seven storey is sealed off because of some suicide case there... the entire block is sealed off... there is a report of ghost seen wondering around dere... and blood written in the wall thought being persistenly by the contractor or so on to repaint it..... !!! :)) hahahahhahahahs they sae i was veri lucky because republic loook so nice hehehes :DD!!!!

all the more reason i should love my schoool... anyway we walk up down left right front back hahahahhahas finding the steel bridge.... omg still couldnt find it soooo pek chek... but we went up straight to the mount faber hehehehs the view was great :DD! totally!! can!!

hahahahs no.6 suggest we go shopping zzzz =.=!! girls and their silly ideas....!! LOLS!!! i was like omg... nature lehx??? HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAs okay la we went to eat at some kopitiam... and i tink girls can eat alot seriously!!! they finish their foood and in the end i still bought chicken wings i sae okay i full time to share with them HAHAHHAHAHAS OMG THEY EAT LIKE !!! NOBODY BUSINESS THOUGHT OFTEN I ALWAYS HEAR THEIR FAVOURITE WORDS I AM GETTING FAT TOMORROW LATER FAT HOW <<<< THE WORD FAT KEEP COME OUT WHEN THEY ARE SKINNY =.=!! LOLS!!!!

okay la moving on went around the shopping centre.... COOOOL ehhhx hahahahhahahahahas sit down relax.. window shopping :)) and yeap thats it for the day we went back home hehes.... they slept like pig inside de bus!!!!! only me protector of the universe... superhero NO.4 guarding.. lols :D

hmm a short update about today went out with the guys... and went to make gabriel laptop configure the stuff inside... and done!! boomzz when straight bowling at cdan and alot funni thing happen there HAhahahas!!!!!! :))

i am back home safe and sound as fast as furious my grandma seem happy with it hehehehs i am glad soooo :DD!! hohohoho goodnight readers!! oh yeah i find this song veri soooting :)) my brother went to played the movie in his comp and i KPO HAHAHAHS BYEBYE ENJOY IT!!

2011-03-15T03:25:00.000+08:00

2011-03-15T03:08:00.002+08:00

hahahahs!!! let me update this fast!!!! :))

okay okay hmm went in the afternoon to sp with sky OMG!!!! I LOVE SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC ALOT HAHAHAHHAHHHAS THE FOOD COURT THE FAST FOOOOD!! no wonder my brother enjoy being there sooo mUCH :DD!!

hahahahahhahahs first thing first we went to the office.. as usual do the payment stuff etc and yes!! next place head to their food court HAHAHHAHAS!!!...... OMG the foood sooo cheap can 2 dollar !!!!!!!!! :))0 what more bargain can you ask for hahahahhahas...

welll the aunty was nice she kept give us topping..... say is the rice enough for you all want somemore.. is the chicken enough come i give you all LOLS... HAHAHAHHAHS omg.... she was in hurry to go home thats why dont think too much people HAHAHHAS!!!!

okay as usual we ate ate ate.... WAH in air condition room somemore HAhahahhahas.. went around exploring Singapore polytechnic de place was... a great view of wonder for studying there is even cabin omg!! HAHAHS!!!!!! :)))

i wasnt privileges enough to be there though :(( HAHAHAHHAHAHS but fear not... i never regret where i am from now hehehehs :))!!!! republic wasnt bad it was the best ;)!! HAHHAHAHHAHAS

well we went to arcade today and i totally slack off hahahs!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DD!!! went play daytona... i could almost rmb the track that well up till now BUT ITS BEGGINNER LEVEL HAHAHAHHAHAHAS!!!!! :) time crisis was great though!!

oaky la moving on we went to lan shop where we played left four dead HAHAHAHhahahas!!!!!! wei jie super funni... we told him to stay with us and he is sooo SOLO KING HAHAHAHHAS END UP ALL THE CREATURES KEEP ON ATTACKING HIM HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAS... soooo FUNNI how he though one slash can chop the witch head off DAT IS SOOO RIDICULOUSLY FUNNNYYY!!!!!!! :)) a good laugh today hahahas....

went to eat with sky parents and so on.... hahahahhas and yeas he told me of khaidir... what i tink is true... after all khaidir was the best teacher that never give up on his students!!! :)) hahahas... !! i bet he will be feeling so goood since i praise him in my blgo HAHAHHAHAHHS......... i wonder if he still check on his students blogs.. now and then !! i hope he will read this... without you we wont be even where we are now....

how some teachers... can made an impact in your life... give you discipline thought you to face life with courage when setback gets you down... this really mature oneself... :)) theres alot more i know of him but i am not gonna reveal everything here... hehehs.. its up to you readers to think whats next... for your best teacher... anyway i voted him in the presidential awars HAHAHAHHAHHAS i hope he win :)

okay i been haering rumours that are soo silly :)) hehehs you are thinking too much.... ;) hahahahahhahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahahhas please.... being nice doesnt mean i fall in lvoe with that person or watsoever hahahahahhas... i am super nice i know tytytyty :PPP HAHAHAHHAS DAMN MY NOSE IS GONNA GET SOO LONG that it will be higher than eiffel tower hahahahhas!!!!! i hope you understand that i want to realife the words that always say there is no true friends in this world... i am gonna achieve to be one of them to prove that those words still exist sooo hehehehs dont think too much from now on silly ones...

anyway i received messages from my friends... on about the rain today omg :((( am i gonna get cancer sooon aisehx man!! shouldnt walk in the rain HAHAHAHAHHASHHSH please please please... that is just a stupid mesage and rumours just to scared people off.... hahahhahas

and i am gonna end my talk here.. hehehs... i am going for an adventure with two awesome people they are the superman and NO.6 :))) here comes NO.4 THE COOOLEST ONE :DD HEHEHHES byebye... i am having a greatest day of my life.. i hope it will nvr end !

2011-03-14T03:10:00.000+08:00

"I find imperfection the most interesting thing about a person”

2011-03-14T00:26:00.002+08:00

Okay i am gonna update my blog super fast!! :)) you guys out there watch out for it hehehes....!!!!

well whats been happening lately was i been having physical activity yeap it mean PE! :)) been playing squash and bowling lately.. anyway i could do spin in just one day hehehehehs how cool is that YES IRHAM VERI COOL VERI COOL CONGRATULATION HOHOHO MY NOSE IS SOO GONNA GET LONG like pinochio for tleling lies :P!!!

okay okay hahahahahs hmm what i can rmb playing squash was suling WORDS OMG up till today hehehes thats sooo nice to hear!!!!! okay i know you guys are dying to hear it hmm she told me this irham thank you for today!! you can be a goood coach.... i ask her why you said that!! she told me that she felt i was very motivating , very positive and very patient = good instructor HAHAHHAHAHHAS!! :))))

omg i was kinda touched to hear this hahahahhas!!! yeap i know i should share this with the whole wide world HAHAHAHAHAS....... i found meaning in working toward my courses more hearing from the feedback hehehehes!!!!! :)

hahahahahas well what i think of every game we played squash or bowling or tennis... its not a matter of whether you win or lose.. its a matter of whether you enjoyed playing it..... and learning throughout the way it doesnt matter who win or lose i nthe end its about getting better than before... :)) and more hahahahs i cant describe it..

anyway some people thought i have an awesome life.... hehehes thank you i deeply appreciate that but.. i dont have such life its just i have a good family though we are not rich we make the best out of everything i have nice friends.. i can hang out with.. i have the two awesome ah meng whos like a zoo and lastly i have good brothers :)) this make up for my imperfect life hehehes.. and i face problem tooooooo its not like i am the most carefree people in the world oaky!!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAS the best way to keep yourself thinking positive is to do thing the nicest way to cheer others up help others in the way ;)! trust me... those little things you did will meant alot in oyur journey in life !!!! irham is never wrong...

hmm... well truthfully i been thinking you are right... what i am feeling deep down inside is not love but admiration... thoroughout this whole... journey of life heheheehs.... :)) the best of both world...!! HAHAHHAHS!!!

hahahahhahs went with sky to the navy recreuitment centre the S T ONG PRETTY SIOOOO!!! omg hahahahhahahhas i love girl that loook soo smart in their uniform omg she was COOOOOOOOOL!! i tell you hahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahhahahahas!!!!!! damn pretty sehx... :))!! and a lieutenent TOOOO OMG high ranker this give me more reason to join the navy HAHAHAHHAHAHS IRHAM YOU AND YOUR NAUGHTY MINDS!!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAS

i dont mind being under her command HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHS i dont want to be under that ti ko pek superior i been telling sky this HAHAHHAHAHAHS i tell you guys this song came out SOOOO FUnni when i bathing just now I’d catch a grenade for ya by bruno mars HAHAHHAHAS i could laugh my ass off i tell you!!!!!!! irham by the time got grenade being thrown to her you will be saying i will dodge that grenade for you i will dodge that grenade for you HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHS omg FUNNI SILLY ME!!!! okay la...

today went it fair with sky funni lehx!!!! we walk around disturb bangala HAHAHHAHSAHAHAHS that asshole he tell me watch me he go tick tick that bangala sooo funny!!! HAHHAHAHAHHAS i cannot stop laughing can !!!!! we walk around and round and round went to watch casing by casing... HAHAHHAS MOST OF THE TIME WE DISTURB THOSE RETAIL SALES PEOPLE we ask this keyboard i tot 19.90 i tot 9.90 no arhx HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHS

we ask stupid question omg!!! stupid uss!!!........... anyway ALIENWARE BEEN BOUGHT OVER BY DELL COMPANY I CANT BELIEVE IT!! what happen to PLUTO ZZZ!! anyway HAHAHHAHAHAHHAS i went to buy mouse those hardcore gamers cooool right ^^ and SOLAR ROBOT HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAS :DD!!!!! robot in disguise oaky gooodnight readers....

!! :)) take care hehehs i going to have another adventure day with two ah meng tuesday hehehehss :))

2011-03-09T00:57:00.001+08:00

You've got to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you've got, and remember what you had. Always forgive, but never forget. Learn from mistakes, but never regret.

2011-03-09T00:10:00.002+08:00

hahahhas at the top i wanna share with you
what my two small little devil do at my house they were being psycho TO DANCE
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAS :PP!! i open this lion king song and there they goes crazy!!! i keep asking them to dance it was HILARIOUS HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAS :DDD!!! enjoy it hmm...

this few days... been playing sports and played tennis during monday at cck stadium it was great :)) though i am just a new comer.. i got some skills back there hehehes... i guess sports is what i am good at.. i am gonna make my courses an enjoyable ride for three years HEHEHS :DD!!

edmund ride me to panjang as requested and through obstacle got there <<<<< goood enough arhx HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAs went to meet sky and fiona... yeap they pass me genting photo hehehes omg look nice in it shall update sooon...

went to help sky enrolment omg that brother of mine is super lazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHS okay la stayed there until two plus and went back home... on the way home there is sound on one of the tree omg it sound like tuk tuk tuk tuk oh my mama ass i was cycling and this have to happen i stare at the tree !!! but i dont dare reallly look up i scared got white figure OMG!!! THE ROAD FREAKING LONELY ASS!!!!! :(( !!!

HAHAHHAHAHAHAS damn lehx!!!! i always hear stories that these kind of spirit like to make sound at night fainted!!!!!!! well i just try to ignore it HAHAHAHS back home safely and went to sleep like pig :D!!

next day ask zhiting to miss call me in the end i woke up late and met them late HAHAHAHHAHAHHAs i told them bus break down cannot use this excuse often!! later they know HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAS

they were awesome man!!!! we went to watch movies at ang mo kio!!! :DD!! omg it was super fun ley during the trip so on hahahahs keep talking talkin nonstop!!!!!!!!
number four was a great MOVIE!!!! than went to play arcade HAHAHHAHAHAHAS they are goood girls that turn bad!! Because of me WAHAHAHHAHAS they nvr entered arcade in their life before this is first time hahahahahhahs guess you guys know whats i was about to say next yeap!! THEY ARE FREAKING SMART with Scores of 11 point and below (Y) ;)

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHS THEY PLAYED SOO FUNNYY THE CAR GAME AND THE BASKETBALL THEIR EXPRESSION PRICELESS HAHAHAHHAS ESPECIALLY BUVAN OMG!!! FUNNI FUNNI!! :DD!!! kind of enjoy it alot!!!!!

than we went to orcahrd hahahahhahahs zhiting seriously got high taste she went around to paragon zara x armani exchange hahahahhahas omg !!!!! SOOO HIGH CLASSS :DD!!! she ask us to choose which bag suits her most HAHAHHAHAHS omg!!! funni ley!!! we went around blog shop HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHS :)!! veri funn lehx!!!! with them WAHAHAHHAHAHAHS

anyway buvan today wearing superman SO SHE IS THE SUPERHEROES FOR TODAY HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHS!!!!! sooo funny she told me she gonna punch me if i keep saying that i told her i going to recharge her energy just like how the number four did it in the show SOO FUNNI CAN!!

okay okay we went walk around and ate NOT AT!! SHOP!!! but outside it was our first time doing this i tink its kinda funni and nice :)) with the right people it will always be enjoyful HEHEHES!!!! people walk past uss like nobdoy HAHAHAHHAHAHAHhs!!!!! we having picnic inside shopping centre

anyway they are as childish as me!! HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH!!! okay la thats all i wanna say i truthfully enjoy myself today alot alot :))))!!!!!

goodnight readers! HEHEHE! :))

2011-03-06T05:35:00.001+08:00

Missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you have last seen them or the amount of time it has been since you last talked.
It's about that very moment when you are doing something and you wish that they were right there with you.

2011-03-06T03:58:00.002+08:00

okay la lets update about today hahahahhahas!!!! hmm...

woke up in the morning yeappp hehehes.. as always relaxing its gonna be a short update people so listen carefully i gonna post only the important thing hahahahs!!!!!

hmm went out at 4plus to meet suling and co.. at westmall to get squash racket :D! omg it cost soo expensive hahahahs but i tink worth it arhx :))! hohohohos...

okay next place was we went to eat... at Defu ate indonesian food bbq chicken hehehes damn ncie oyu guys should try it !!!! at westmall top hohoho....

de next thing was we went to cdan :D!! and played squash well at first it didint started out so well.. as we didnt have the card or membership whatsoever.. so i went to borrow from some security guard hahahas i am glad they are nice enough to lent us hehes...

well we will be playing at 8 so we head up to bowling it was fun okay palying bowling i cant believe i am dancing with that edmund and doing stupid thing !!!!! hahahahahahhahas damn i feel silly enough... !! hahahahahs when playing bowling alot funny thing happen can HAHAHAHHAHAHAS i and edmund hoping everybody ball to go long kang HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAS GABRIEL WAS FUNNI!!! he follow my style wanted to action HAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHs :P!! omg den i told bryan to kiss the ball to give me luck HAHAHAHHAHAHAS

in the end he bet with me if i strike he gave me 5 dollar and if i dont i pay him i say you are on!!!!!! HAHHAHAHAHAHHAS OMG i cannot believe if someone dare me MIRACLE WILL REALLY HAPPEN WAHAHAHHAHAHAS I REALLY STRIKE!!!!! HAhahhas i can see his priceless !!! LOOK HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAS FUNNI LEHX :DD!! omg....

i tink if i was in club i can go crazy dance like pervert HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHS okay he is gonna think i am a real pervert now LOLS!!...

okay la not bad in the end gabriel win the bowling i was second hehehes.. was a close fight edmund third last ming hong.. !!!! nvm nvm good for everyone!! it was only a game :) be happy about it losing or winning doesnt matter HAHAHHAS

next we PLAY SQUASH OMG DAMN FUN!!!! hahahhahahs suling was GOOOD (Y)!!!!! everyone was actually hahahahhahahahas.. we played damn omg sweating like mad thought inside air con room... HAHAHHAhahahahahahs!!! i like the part i can be crazy while playing =.=!! HAHAHAHHAHS

omg !! :)) sports can be enjoying tooo hehehes sport and leisure management <<< for example anyway... in facebook someone say my name very COOOL omg and on top of that i didnt know that person HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAS! :))!!! its kinda great getting such kind of compliment hehehehes.... (Y) HOHOHO

anyway todae sky abit tooot HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAS he sae he wanna thanks two person most dearest in his life one is fiona and the other was Me with us around his life will always shine..>!!! hahahahahs he is soo mushy all of a sudden!!!! and i am glad i made a difference in someone life.. though i may not be perfect i am happy that somehow i am part of their importance!!!! life journey heheheehs... !!! :DDD!!! i wish everyday will be smooth sailing :)

anyway i learn suling favourite words THat guy/girl veri TOOOT TOOOT HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHS!!!!!! FUCKING LAME AND FUNNI she meant too tooo train !! :) goodnight readers!

2011-03-04T22:23:00.000+08:00

“The road of life twists and turns and no two directions are ever the same. Yet our lessons come from the journey, not the destination.”

2011-03-04T22:16:00.002+08:00

hmm HAHahhas!! okay okay lets talk about today hmm....!! life was great woke up at 10.30 and i guess i am still tired!!! went to wash up and bath.... soon met su ling to go for cycling around bukit timah HAHAHAahahahs before that went to eat.... okay la... the weather quite nicee...

its warmer though in the afternoon which logically yeap... sent to bicycle shop to repair and it started to rain OH HOHOHOHO !!!!! wat a day!! after the rain stop we went to cycle HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHS suling was funny can she all de way loook DOWN OMG!!! :)

well cycle around timah and so on down the slope yeah... around singapore!!! and went to bukit batok east to take a rest and drink 100 PLUS HAHAHAHAHAHAS..... she sae she can drink the whole bottle step only in the end nvr FINISH LOLS!!! << HAHAhahahas accompany her go buy birthday present for her friend... at westmall.. LOLS one thing about girl... is that they are all the same when finding THings i could almost recall the same shop she went is where ms Lydia li go to and the way they react are almost the same HAHAHAHHAHAHS wahhh NICE NICE this one nice nice that one nice But the price also VELI VELI NICE (Y) GOODIE HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAS

okay la enough of crap went back home and my cousin return with good news she going to Nanyang technology university ?? Ntu to be exact!! she sae she wanna take up psychology i told her you will need to study till master degree and the salary is not desirable arhx.. HAHAHAHs hope she choosoe the best of the best :))

okay readers i didnt went jogging today as cycling took over my leg and went to do some exercise at home yeah i could feel it HEHHEHES irham you can do it..!! sooon dont give up hohohoho anyway my two lovely small kitten became goood buddies hohoho!!! thats what i love about them hahahas...

goodnight readers i am talkin crap GOING TO WATCH I AM NUMBER FOUR WITH TWO AH MENG THIS TUESDAY !! they are soo gonna be wild like in the zooo LOLS

2011-03-04T03:07:00.000+08:00

“Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.”

2011-03-04T00:38:00.004+08:00

hahahahhahahs lets talk about today... hmm... okay... i been training... and been trying to keep up with my busy life... :)) hehehs.. i try to train for monday to friday i hope god will help me throughout this HEEE.......

and i am glad i survived for four days its been great and today i wanna say that i made improvement hehehehs :DD!! omg omg omg hahahahs i feel fucking happy... hmm irham dont stop here...

anyway meet up with ekshan he kinda feel dejected so i try to cheer him up and brought him to little guilin hehehehes there we have a nice chat... yeap plan for the future no matter what life may bring you.... bad or worse smile and go forward :)) hohohoho...

the feeling of cheering a friends up is COOOL HAHAHAHHAHAHAHS... i know i am exaggerating... BUT I SERIOUSLY LOVE MY LIFE !! :DD THOUGHT AT TIMES IT MAY GET HARSH

ANYWAY SEEING MY MUM PEK CHEK VERI CUTE !!!! HAHAHHAhs she was doing the republic poly thingy and she got all mad when the payment wasnt allowed to use standard chartered credit card..!! HAHAHAHhahahahs!! fucking funni!!

goodnight reader :))

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2011-03-03T14:16:00.001+08:00

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2011-03-02T00:17:00.001+08:00

Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it.

2011-03-02T00:00:00.004+08:00

hmm hahahas i am gonna have a short update for today!!!!!...... well hehehs... i been working out lately ... i hope it work fine :)) its been two days jogging and i am starting to like running :DD heee.....

fix my bike been sending bryan home... hahahahhas i kind of bike fanatic now.. been spending money to repair it!! hohohoho...

feel like i am back to the past during younger days where i am active in sports :)) omg... i can feel my body... reacting to it i hope its a good thing :))

well my face got flakes :(( omg must be sunburn from the game we had on ite cck aisehx.... i hate this feeling .... dont wish to go through the bad thing twice!! argh i hope i will recover soon hmmmm....... :) i just have to believe hehehes... in god...

anyway my persian little small doll cat is sooo naughty can he drop my water he bite tissues he jump around he fall down from my computer table he bite my bag =.= OMG SOOOO NAUGHTY!!!!!!!! i guess persian are different from local maybe they are tooo pampered but when they are with thte coool owner they gotta behave themselve hohohoho (MORE LIKE THEY WILL BULLY THE OWNER) HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHS :P!!

okay la i love all my three cats!!! hehehes but i love my first cat most of all!! hes the best and understand me most!!!! hahahahahahahas i give you guys a sneak peak of what he always do when i am using comp!

well he must be wondering why my owner love to sit and stare infront of the comp for the whole day instead of looking and playing with me i am cute you know :(((

HOHOHO okay i am going crazy hehes.. byebye reader!!!

2011-02-27T00:26:00.002+08:00

Life is like a roller coaster,
you have twists and turns,
ups and downs, but you will never
know when the ride will end so enjoy it.

2011-02-27T00:08:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAS OKAY SERIOUSLY MY LIFE COULDNT GET ANY BETTER OR WORSER SOOOOOO PEOPLE YOU WANNA READ THE GOOD PART OR THE FUNNY PART ^^!! damn i am sharing this just one time offer uhhxx.... HAHAHAhahhHAhahas!!!

byebye here i goes..... went to cck ite ... saw them okay hahahahhahas den went to fetch some VIP ... next thing i knew.. my friends $@#%% hahahahahhahahahas but i dont really care :P started to play volleyball.. :) okay la

starting wasnt that good two person only... but i really felt like vollyballing.... the feeling start to come back but the atmosphere is not there yet :) so hahahahhahas practice a few round and i tink i am getting older as day past day...

i cannot really keep jump jump my muscle will cramp :/!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHS omg and in volleyball i simply love to use legs.... HAHAHAHAHhas it feel cool but i tore my pant in the PROCESS thats the funny part =.=!! okay kena disturb as a result lols..!! but watever la i am there to have fun HAHAHHAHAS!!..

went back home to get it changed after a game of basketball...!!!! okay okay okay

than we all start continue on volleyball the game was great :) i feel like thundering but every single time it fails HAHHAHAHS BUT I KIND OF FIND IT CUTE!!!! ;)!

okay la it rain heavily and i feel soo childish its like back on the primary school days!! :)) kick around till my slipper fly like superman drop duno where =.=!!! okay la.. hahahahahhahahahhas the rain was heavy and got public so i guess its a little embarrass HAHAHAHAHHAHAS

went to eat at kfc crap alot.. and meet my family hohohoo.. next thing i knew i share with them my dreams... my uncle say i got too much dreams.. later all become just a daydream HAHAHAHS he freaking funni can.. i told him i gonna bring you guys explore singaproe :) they agreed hehehes.. omg need spend some quality time with family i love my family thought its not perfect its THE BEAUTY OF IMPERFECTION :DD!! hahahahahhas

okay i seriously got sunburn.. when i look at the mirror omg my cheek super zhao ta!! hamburger got deep fried =.=!! okay first thing first i dont like being call chubby or sea hum or watever HAHAHAHHAHAs i guess sea hummm cannot be change since its in my cool nickname but chubby i am gonna work on you FAT CHEEK!!!!! :P!!!

i have the interest in sports again after soo long i hope it last i am gonna went jogging for five days one week ;)!! if it works life will go best for me... hohohohohohoho... so what do i say next? ITS ROCK MY WORLD and sorry i cannot be there for everybody... all the time.. i hope you understand.. at times i just have to omuch thing on my hand .. take care hope the best for your future too :))!!!

hehehes okay la one funny joke today went to buy hair mask and going out pant the funny thing was when buying pant the shop only left one on display !!! and my uncle joke about it saying look at irham he is so stubborn he even ask the saleswoman to take off the pant from the statue ... see now that statue nothing cover his big ball can be seen... while the saleswoman keep saying manyak susah it mean soo difficult :S

HAHAHAHAHAHS okay la i know its kinda lame soo watever goodnight readers... :) hair masking right now hohohoho

2011-02-26T01:32:00.000+08:00

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass... It's about learning to dance in the rain.

2011-02-26T01:18:00.002+08:00

OKay dreamers today i am not gonna write anything but share with you a story i read online :)

Have you heard this story before?

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A philosophy professor stood before his class with some items on the table in front of him.

When the class began, wordlessly he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with rocks, about 2" in diameter.He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles, of course, rolled into the open areas between the rocks.He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.He then asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "Yes."

"Now," said the professor, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The rocks are the important things - your family, your partner, your health, your children - things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter - like your job, your house, your car.

The sand is everything else. The small stuff."

"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued "there is no room for the pebbles or the rocks. The same goes for your life.If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you. Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take your partner out dancing. There will always be time to go to work, clean the house, give a dinner party and fix the disposal.Take care of the rocks first - the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."

hehehs morale of the story is.. treasure your life :)) as there is more to it than problems hohoho!! goodnight !

2011-02-25T01:50:00.000+08:00

Everyone wants to be the sun that lights up your life. But I'd rather be your moon, so I can shine on you during your darkest hour when your sun isn't around.

2011-02-25T01:33:00.002+08:00

hmmm hahahahas... okay okay lets talk about today go go lets go... well i couldnt wake up :(( thought i wanted to go jogging in the morning.. i told suling to call me at 6.15 and it was on the spot that i still slept :P okay what is on my mind was irham you never bath sleep abit more abit more 6.30 can wake up i nthe end i woke up at 7 LOLS FAINTED AND GUESS wat my body feel freaking lazy and heavy HAHAHHAHAHAS FAINTED.....

in teh end i guess i just gave up like the usual me :(( hohohoho.. slept through out the whole day..... today hmm.. i didnt realli do anything much at home the computer technician came home to fix the broadband :) hes kinda friendly yeah hahahahs.. funni though.. now that i know mio is completely useless its just because of the football channel :S

i would like to have starhub back :(( omg haiizzz well i was slacking at home like the usual me :) its kinda relaxing and chilling hahahahhahas!! omg hmm... dotaing is part of the daily routine yeappie and i guess i am crapping right now...

i forgotten what really happen today arh reader well danial stay at my house today thats all i can rmb... :) goodnight people omg my memory getting suck HAHAS!

2011-02-24T01:00:00.000+08:00

Some people were born with talents. They can do beautiful things with their skills, knowledge and technology. But no one is as talented as you. You just come near, and there is already beauty.

2011-02-24T00:28:00.003+08:00

hmmm hahahahs..!!! as usual i woke up 1 + sleeping sure is a shiok things to do!! i love it to the max lols!!!!!! omg omg hhm... what am i gonna say next well... today was veri slack day...

and guess what i fix my own broadband hohohohos :D!! i guess i can be it technician in the future !! well.. from what i see the technician is soo freaking lazy he could come on wednesday instead of thursday !! zzzz pay them to delay work i guess... =.=!!

hahahahhas yes i was anxious my letter havent come i was like okay give you all last chance if you all didnt came today i am soo gonna call up the school !! regarding this :P! chey irham hahahahas look like now you understand that education is important... i though i was the only one who didnt received yet when ask around there are lots of others tooo :) hohohos... glad i received it today.. and to you guys who still have not received kept checking the box and called up the school if they didnt sent =.=!!! DONT DELAY OUR FUTURE !!!!!! :D!! hohoho

oaky okay lame of me moving on... hmm i couldnt think what i did in the afternoon it was dotaing or watching movies :S!! lols i kind of like this kind of life alot where i didnt have to do anything and laze around yes... as joey and i planted she write the words i sent to the boys while she sent to the girls okay whoever didnt received it please sms me.. :)) last message you guys may join us at ite cck at saturday 1.30 pm we will be palying volleyball and basketball at the same times.. soo feel free to contact any of us :D! hohoho....

okay okay moving on... i relaly wanted to join navy now!! but my mum say the chances of them taking malay is 0.001% i was like soo dejected if only my surname was registered lawfully!!! awww ;(( but i look like chinese i hope they find me chinese and select me tooo :P HEHEHS!!!

hahahhahas okay i may look veri interested to be a soldier but truthfully i am more of a dreamer.. and my course sports and leisure omg I AM SOOO GONNA LOVE IT PLEASE LET ME MEET NICE PEOPLE THERE :D!! i hope to meet people that share the same interest as me....... :DD HAHAHAHHAHAHAS my courses mate be prepared to meet the cool ones!!

hmm what i wanna say next okay i totally mess up my kitchen today i was soo hungry at night i wanted to cook burger :P and i guess i was too stingy on the oils that my whole house is full of smokes and burning smell but i feel shiok when i carry the pan FIRE CAN BE SEEN ON TOP OF IT omg i totally cannot describe it but kinda cool and scary too =.= eventually my brother ask me to stop cookign zzzzZZZZ he say i going to burn the whole house down..

HELLO YOU ARE TALKING TO A MASTER CHEF HERE PLEASE HAVE A LITTLE RESPECT BOY ZZZZZZZ

grr i stopped and ask my mum $$$$ TO BUY MACDONALD!! hahahahahahhas my mum was worried she ask me to just called i said save money i might as well go gombak myself.. okay for you guys info from my house to gombak is quite far... SO i took a bus since its late and the adult fare really make me go crazy.. i have 10.50 in my card until i went home it became 9 ZZzZ=.= i need to see where i go in the future to avoid this omg... this is soo troublesome in the past i got nothing to worried about...

yes yes i ate macdonald hehehes.. omg freaking fULL i tell you :DDD my stomach burp burp I LIKE IT HAHAHAHAHHAHAS THE FEELING OF FULLNESS anyway today my cat drink milks for the first time HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAs my lovely cat didnt like it at first but i kept on putting it in front of their faces and they tried it HOHOHO what a good owner i am :P wanting them to have a stronger bone and muscle like me HAHAHAHHAHAHAHS STEP ONLY IRHAM

okay okay lastly SULING I HOPE IT WILL BE A GOOD RUN AND NO BLISTER YOUR IDEA SUPER GENIUS HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHS okay for you guys info she ask me TO JOG WITH HER WITHOUT WEARING SHOES OMG MY ADDIDAS $$ LOLLOLOLOLS!!!!! hahahahhas hope we iddnt make a fool out of ourself tomorrow :S if not damn paisehx arhx... run without shoes omg... she thought KAMPONG BOY KAMPONG GIRL HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHS!!!at times i tink she got a crazy ideas... BUT GUESS WHAT I LIKE CRAZY PEOPLE because they ARE ADVENTUROUS just like ME HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAS... :DD okay okay i should exercise soon and show my fit body when i enter poly... even the director of sports and leisure management will be surprised that he got a fit cool student who have a cca d7:P shock of his life! i bet you guys out there dont understand a shit i am talking about its okay.. its okay..

byebye readers goodnight people i will miss you all..

2011-02-22T03:44:00.000+08:00

Someone asked what makes people happy. Some said wealth and some said fame. I was thinking about this when my cell phone beeped and received a text from you. Then, I smiled and said: "This makes me happy."

2011-02-22T03:33:00.002+08:00

hmm.. what should i sae about today it was AWESOME HOHOHOHOS :D!! hahahahas.... lets start with what i gotta sae about how it all started... the day was kind of hot.. :S!!! went to bath with cold water quite long and guess what every single day i woke up at 1.30 =.=!! how lazy can i be ZzzzzZZ~!!!~

anyway went to meet danial edmund and bryan to go queensway to buy my sports shoes!! :DD! been planning to go jogging with suling so i gotta motivate myself if she ever outjog me!!!! i will look at my shoes to sae okay i got an expensive shoes ! i need to run like lightning CHEY STEPPING ONLY IRHAM!! <<

:P lols my fren pek chek cos.. the geraldine staff ida didnt call them i dont think that ida take my recommendation properly she gotta rmb that name cos in the future she will know thats the person she gotta pour coffee for every morning !! :P!! step boss now irham HAHAHHAHAS

went to bukit panjang to buy my slippers first i liked those slipper that have the back like sandal omg kinda coool ehx :))!! HOhoho!! hahahahahhahahas went queensway and walk around!! HAHAHS!! PLAYED ARCADE THE BEST :D!! !! hahahahhas i won them IN CAR RACING HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAS I SUPER PRO LA SEY!!! :P!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHS THEY HAHAHHAHAHHAS....

SHIRMIN SAE SHE SAW ME I WAS LIKE okay how can i miss a Pretty coool lady :))!! my eyes is shining like a tiger okay!!! no gorgeous girl can escape so my theory was she must be working here... okay la walk around to have alook at shoes first..!!!.. as thats my main objective for today!!!

in the end decided what to buy went to look aroudn and I SAW HER HAHAHHAHAHAS AWW ITS BEEN AWHILE AND I TINK WHEN SHE WEARING JEAN SHE LOOK TALLER THAN ME =.=!!!! AND HHAHAHAHAS yeah she getting prettier tooo!!! its like wat suling and i always expected!! hahahahahas :))

okay la... watever enough of this praising moment.. went to buy my shoes i tot of buying predator or f50 but i guess ... those are soccerr shoes it wouldnt fit me if i were to play volleyball with them in it will loook super weird...

OKAY AFTER THAT WENT TO IKEA AND DID SOME STUPID STUFF BY LYING ON THE BED WITH blanket hohohoho the feeling shiok yeah i told them thats how my bed gonna look like in the future when i married ^^ chey irham havent even got a girlfriend you thinking of marrying alr?? you thought wat marry your cat arhx !! LOLS!!! MOVE ON...

went to slack at some garden HAHAHAHHAHAHS THATS THE SECOND TIME I TINK I SING MY HEART OUT BECAUSE IT WAS BON JOVI ITS MY LIFE I DIDNT REALLI LIK ETO SING BUT WHEN I SEE ANIAL AND EDMUND keep on yapping i couldnt help myself to join them HAHHAHAHahhahas!!! :) not often get to see the cool one singing hohohhoh....

okay la.. i kind of really enjoy myself out here hehehehs...! :)) i guess my life is kinda relaxing.... and thing is going well i kind of love it... !! i want more!! i know i am selfish.. !! i want to feel like i am alive..

2011-02-21T03:48:00.000+08:00

Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn't work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say good-bye. I hate good-byes. I know what I need. I need more hellos.

2011-02-21T03:31:00.002+08:00

okay i bet you guys are wondering why am i posting up this late hahahas.. my blog seems dead and i wanted to revive it somehow :P! haahhahas.. okay enough nonsense.. lets talk about what happen the past few weeeks...

yeap i been sleeping and dreaming the whole day i kind of like it hahahas...!! went to the grand opening of marina bay sand!! :))) omg i work there with sky and sean hahahahahhas

at first i was feeling reluctant to go... like lazy arhx so i just went HAHAHHAHAs the first sight we saw was unpredictable..!! every waiter and waitress being treated like in the army kena line up and queue up according to rows.. of number and kena shouted somemore i was like in my mind omg should i turn back damn i hate this kind of job..

HAHAHHAHAHAHS i keep making fun of the person that shout at the people what i said was this guy must be a recreuit during his army tyme as he was being physically abuse by his superior he want to punish us the same way..!!! see his tummy know alr.. recreuit got one belly !! LOLS!!!! :D!! HAHAHS asshole as i always am..

hmm.. yeap went to work and my pant was tight and the button flew off omg..!! how bad can it get i wore a belt over it hoping that it will not fall off when i was walking it will be a total embarrassment for me!! :P!!

okay hahahahhahhahs i was assign to group and my ic was kinda great.. so we get along well along with my subordinates just that got this boy he veri siao siao one.. keep mia when we all gather well what our job is food server omg!! the feeling in training was different when you do it with full of VIP can GG!!!!!

hahahahahhahahahahhahahahahs well at first when the vip ask for vegetarian thats the most difficult thing to do! :/ omg hahahahs!! well everything went well after that... and went out to marina bay level five balacony omg the view was freaking amazing how i wish you where there with me :))!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAS you me against the WORLD!! yes you ! :)

hahahahas! den when i turn back the supervisor was scolding those malays as they were smoking lols =.= i quickly went back in and walk around with sky.. hahaha as usual we iddnt really do much job.. there.. made alot of frens... i tink i am too friendly easily make friend...

hahahahhas bid farewell and yeap the job is done... but the paycheck is the most troublesome =.=!! the china pronounce your name damn funni it make people pek chek lols!!! but i kind of laugh as well !!

hahahahahhahas okay la went back with the bus and i felt like i am alive...!! :D $109in my pocket hehehes.....

okay now is about today

sunday....

i woke up and feel damn angry with my grandma.. as she gave my brother use my slippers without my permission $@$%%@$ she told me during my sleep somemore how much is it $ omg.. its not about the money i told her it was $30 DOLLAR with the angry tone i know i shouldnt do that it wasnt her fault it was my brother... he was too cheapskate.. =.=!!!

asshole.. sometimes i really dont like my brother ..!!.. he and me in soo different world... though no matter how smart and clever he is.. i dont even give a damn... i live my life.. and you stop telling me that its impossible...!! to do what i want.... you look on the reality but dont make me think the same.... your future maybe brighter than mine but let me tell you i will enjoy the fullest of my life if you looking at this!!!

yes of course i am fucking angry..... my brother already make my bag spoiled yet he didnt even say sorry !! asshole enough of him..

okay.. went out to prawning with friends to release stress...!!! :)) its kind of relaxing yeah... hahahahs though we didnt catch much prawns... today hahahahas.... well i CAUGHT ONE HEHEHEHHS :D! omg soo hard to catch prawn nowadays...

the aunty give me a king prawn omg =.=! soo kind hahahahhas :DD well.. we went to.. restaurant where we have our dinner okay the food was great as it was seafoood but the clam lala all this urrghhh i am not used to it hahahahs....

well!!!! hahahahahhahahahahahs you know though you love to pretend cool i like talking to you alot!! :)) hope it will stay that way!! wish to see you soon OMG MISS YOU SOO MUCH YES YOU!! DONT HAVE TO GUESS ANYMORE!! :D BYEBYE READERS

2011-02-10T00:14:00.001+08:00

You know I miss you
And this is all I wanna do
I know it doesn't sound too cool
But maybe I'm in love with you

2011-02-10T00:01:00.003+08:00

Hahahahs hello people i guess i didnt update much this few days well.. hmm... let me share the experience in the zoo while working there :D hohohohO!!...

okay first of all the day i went there was yeahx i was the only casual labour around :S kinda weird ehhx... when you work without your friends around.. BUT HAHAHAHHAS GUESS what i am wrong... every casual labour are kind of great..

:)) well made a few friends dere ON THE FIRST DAY HAHAHHAS... i even know which part timer was a teacher a civil defence officer and SO ON HAHAHAHHAHAAS..... well.. the queue was freaking alot and we were supposed to be like the marshall... taking care of the crowds.....

going to the zooo.. i heard there are GIANT rabbit to celebrate the new years!! omg hahahahs... IT WAS FREAKING FUN LA.... ME BUVAN ZHi ting keep on talking and talking instead of doing our work... yeah they were the first friends i made dere HAHAHAHHAHAS... SOOON my cousin came and join us.. all went to lunch THE FOOD WAS YEWWW can vomit arhx :S

hahahahhahahahhahas the first day was great and tiring lets talk about the second day now.. HAHAHAas... went to work with the groups HAHAHAHAHS... my cousin bought me kfc omg sweet :)) hehehs.. and on top of that today was the FUNNIEST DAY HAHAHAHHAHAS.... THE SUPERVISOR SCOLD ME JULIA HAHAHAHHAHAHAS SHE TALK SOO LOUD I CAN ALMOST LAUGH MY ASS OFF HER ACCENT SOO FUNNY..... i keep SAE OKAY OKAY OKAY HAHAHHAS!!

well while working i learn how skills of handing out flyer ^^!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAS DAMN FUNNI I TEACH ZHI TING AND SHE sae i am guai lan =.= what derh zzzzz.......... whahahahas..... fazilah was the part timer there.. when i told buvan she wanted to buy me laptop for poly fazilah call me crazy =.=!!!... den she started saying do i listen to heavy metal..

i was like heavy metal?? HAHAHHAS i rmb dion keep mentioning marilyn manson SO I STEP I GOT LISTEN AND ENTERTAIN HER SAY MARILYN MANSON HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAS and there goes our chat began.. she told me about being on higher nitec having that dual cert of paramedic which the course i wanted to be in haizzz... hearing from her.. i guess i needed to think real... throughly before making any decision :(

i always thoug having passion and dreams is important.. but i guess reality is wat people are looking at nowadays... you got to wake upp!..... irham hahahahahhas......
and i forget to tell you guys the customer tourist alll dAMN GREAT HAHAHAHHAHAHS especially the bangala they TAKE EVERY HANDOUT GIVEN!!!! :DDD!!!

hahahahas that makes my work easier....... went home with the group i got tired of waking up early morning :((

hahahahhas our last day of work was awesome i get to work inside HAHAHAHHAHS!!!! omg and THE PERSON I WORK WITH TOTALLY LOOK LIKE MY FRIEND JALAL OMG THEY LOOK THE SAME!!! :D SERIOUSLY....!!!!! HAHAhahhahahahhahahahs damn!!! zzz i kind of enjoy working in the zoo alot except the food :P hahahahs...

last day was kinda emotional.. but fun la.. WE ALL GET TO TAKE TRAM FREE AND FREE VISIT AROUND DE ZOOOO HAHAHAHHAHAS :DD!! the supervisor ask me whether i enjoy working i say very much.. just that i cannot wake up early morning..!!

HAHAHAHAAhahahas...... :)) we went round and round and dere goes wow... fazilah kinda Funni she tap me on the heart when i say i leaving for last day HAHAHHAHAS.... :D

okay here i am home i thinking of buying camcorder to capture video of life :)) i hope i wont regret.. and THANK GODS AND CATS AND GRANDMA AND everyone ... that supports me... through the days.. hehehes.. i made it to poly through the hard way APPEAL HAHAHAHHAHAHHAS :))!! i bet this really teach me alot of lesson of what to do in the future.. ;) trust me..

finally shirmin i guess if you really wish to go through the DAE ALL the best to you.. just put in your very best effort to impress the Director and everything will go well :))

goodnight readers!! i will be content with what i had and made full used of it (Y)

2011-02-02T01:09:00.001+08:00

I hate when I feel I have so much to say and can't put it into words. It's like standing on a stage without a speech.

2011-02-02T01:00:00.002+08:00

okay lets talk about today hmm.... well.. there was nothing much to talk about :S hahahhas.. except that i been home all day and i received a call from geraldine saying that i will be taking the shift 2 during 3rd and 4th february she told me whether it would be fine for me..

and i say yea sure :)) hahahhas !! the zooo wasnt as i expected.. met alot of weird employee.. :S hahahhahahas.. watever okay okay .. hmmph.... lets see... i try to wax my hair to the side and it look kinda terrible blame myself for having curyly hair hahahhahahahhahahs omg omg..

sawed that asshole rais and my exschoolmate hear they goes again joke all the way on the trip... hahahahahhas :)) kinda funni to see them in the bus.... well met my uncle at lot one one ... he wanted to buy slipper all his slipper cost over hunderd one =.=!! i told him get cheaper brand he say wouldnt last lols!!!! watever la hahahhahas

went to various shop hunting... than went to eat at food culture my favourite place :))!! hehehs... next was time to go home since he bought his slipper.. took motorcycle guess what saw SUPEI FATHER BELOW 414 block and my uncle was hey tan .. its like as if they know each other i was like WTH YOU KNOW SUPEI FATHER HAHAHAHHAHAHHAAS

well they were talking about HORSES =.= those gambling lols... i didnt know they too can get soo close?? which supei father work at the checkpoint there while my uncle work at horse stable.. maybe gambling make dem friends =.=!! LOLS!!!! whatever la hahhahahas just shocked ...

hahahahs i guess if my friends were all staying nearby.. and their father were horse better maybe my uncle would know every single one of them he tooo friendly i guess lOLS!!! okay la.. hahahas goodnight readers..! :))

hehes i hope thing will get better :)

2011-02-01T00:43:00.000+08:00

It wasn't meant to feel like this,
Not without you,
Cos when I look at my life,
How the pieces fall into place,
It just wouldn't rhyme without you

2011-02-01T00:07:00.002+08:00

hahahas its me again :))....

lets see i been having diarhea since yesterday :((... aww the side effect of the anti biotic taking effect omg :( lols.... haaiisss lols.... last night i got fever.. and splitting headache.. guess what i couldnt sleep properly and it was shivering cold...

and i was having this damn terrible headache.. that it makes me feel like as if i was in a war.. and i could almost hear evry different kind of voices... going through my head.... omg irham.. is this some kind of dejavu :S hahahahhahas... yeah last night was freaking cold.. i could off my fan and sleep like that well.. my fever didnt go down..

so to stop all this headacheness i ask my grandma for some pills and went to sleep.. my cat could sleep soo soudnly while i need to battle all this sickness :/ omg the worst is having diarhea omg!!! keep going back and forth to the toilet it make me feel soo sick lols!!!

today the zoo just called me saying i got mass briefing at six pm i was like hahahahhas i tot it was supposed to be morning... well irham telling an honest answer doesnt cost you the job after all :) i guess i should be honest when seeking job from now on HAHAHAS!!!

well.. sine i was sick i stayed home and i watch tv :)) played some games.. yeah so on and right now mighwei was sharing with me about his work on how he met this girl of his dream ^^ lols... hehehehs... its kinda funny yeah.. well.. goodnight readers sorry for not entertaining you guys with more story byebye..!!

2011-01-31T00:40:00.000+08:00

There's always gonna be that one thing
you hate but you can't change. That one
mistake you can't take back. & That one
memory you would do anything to have again

2011-01-31T00:21:00.003+08:00

hmm hahahas.... lets talk about today .. hmmm i spend the whole time sleeping of course...

and its kinda not a good habit of mine :S!! hahahas.... as i woke up the bad thing was there is no breakfast only bread and sausage i wonder does that food make my stomach right now :(!! omg hahahahahahs its seriously hurting lols!!!.....

yesterday my interview was sososo i gave too much honest info.. i guess i should just bootlick the manager all the way :S! but at some point i rather have a honest answer... :)!

hahahahhahahs today the schedule came out... but i will wait for her to call me instead.... hahahahahhas aniway i watch this show click twice i just wanna share with yea guys if you were looking for something that more meaningful in life.. :) this show is a catch.. dont let it go to waste... you will get what i meant

and i guess i wanna share with yea guys this quotes :) hehes today nothign much so stick on to listen to every one of it

I've learned that we don't have to change friends,If we understand that friends change.

I've learned that something that you do in an instant, can give you heartache for life
.
I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words, it may be that last time you see them.

I've learned that we are responsiable for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned that either you control your attitude, or it controls you
.
I've learned that my best friend and I , can do anything or nothing and still have a good time.

I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you are down, will be the one who helps you get up.

I've learned that sometimes when i am angry i have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them too, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of expirences you've had and what you learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived.

I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others, but sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned that just because two people argue, doesn't mean they don't love eachother. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love eachother.

I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secrect, it may change you life forever.

I've learned that sometimes the people that you love most in lfe, are taken from you too soon.

I've learned that you can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved, and the rest is up to them.

I've learned that no matter how much i care, some people just dont care back.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and just seconds to destroy it.

I've learned that it's not what you have in life, but who you have that counts.

I've learned that you can keep going, long after you think you can't.

I've learned that their are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.

I've learned that even when you feel you have no more to give, a friend cries out and you find the srength to help.

I've learned that our backgrounds and circumstances may have influenced our lives, but we are responsible for who we become

enjoy dreamers :) bye

2011-01-30T00:00:00.001+08:00

When people walk away from you, let them go. Your destiny is never tied to anyone who leaves you, and it doesn't mean they are bad people. It just means that their part in your story is over.

2011-01-29T23:53:00.002+08:00

hahahhas hmm lets update about today...welll i tell you guys i slept late and woke up late :/!! kinda depressing thoug hthinking about the unhealthy way to live my life hahahahhaas

okay la move on hmm.. went to interview at the zoo today i was soooo careless... i forgot to fill up the back form :S!! omg omg omg.. lols!!!!! while waiting for my turn to be interview got one zookeeper pretty sioooO!! ^^ HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHHAAS.. omg.. boys.. will always be boys!

my cousin was there.. she funni arh like a mother nag and nag why you nvr wear shoes.. because usuall when i go out i will wear three quarter pant a plain shirt and slipper hahahahhahas!! thats the real me if you wanna know how lazy i can get :/

the interview maybe 50%50% arhx duno can get anort cos i give tooo honest answer they said are you working because of the money during chinese new year!! i say nahx.. i work cos i like to work in public holiday temporary relaxing one!! :P! omg

hahahahhahas okay la.. lame den went with gene.. to his duno where and dramatic happen when he was going out the mrt interchange kinda strange though first time i see that hohohoho.. not gonna eloborate more..

ah em and me keep talk nonsense arhx!!!!!! hahahahhahahas!!!!! I REALLY HOPE SHE CAN GO FOR THE CHALET WITH KIWI JOSEPHINE CONFIRM FUN :D WITH THEM AROUND i will be entertain the whole day hahahhas!!

okay la... i wish and hope thing will be alright during the February 8 hope everything goes smoothly lets all together pray for the best... :))!!! gooodnight readers!!

2011-01-29T00:07:00.000+08:00

The two hardest things to say in life
are hello for the first time
and goodbye for the last *

2011-01-28T23:55:00.002+08:00

hahahhas... okay lets go what i gonna update today hmmph let me think the cool one ermx!! ZzZz..

well tmr i got interview at singapore zoological garden.. to work during chinese new year hehehes i think tis gonna be fun :)!!

lols.. okay la.. woke up at 1 as i was freaking sleepy and yet after bath i could tell myself to go sleep again for the next round watch some blade trinity 3 and went to sleep again...

aww today my life abit boring as i feeel sooo tired lately!! :( hahahahhas
okay la ntohing much to update today... my small persian cat make trouble at home my grandma was having headache over it so she sent it to my aunty house..

which cause my mother to be unhappy about it hahahahs.. lols... soon i gonna see my mum unhappy looks at home hahahas.. okay i know what to do to cheer her up...

well chalet is coming soon i have feeling that i dont really wanna go for it.. :/ thought i psycho others to hahahahhas.. i guess because of this wound still unhealed yet... hahaha soon i will get over it :)!!

okay la reader here is a quote long one for you guys to enjoy instead of listening to my boring story today hahahhas! :)

Isn't it funny that your heart can be broken by someone that was always pretending?

Funny how your friends can make you feel better about any situation.

Funny how when something bad happens, it's all you can think about?

Funny how bad we think we’ve got it, compared to others who have it worse.

Funny how no matter how much we have, we’re never thankful.

Funny how we can have so many friends, but if we fight with one, life sucks,

Funny how your best friend can hurt you even more than your worst enemy can?

Funny how no matter how hard we try, life will never be perfect,

Funny how many times we can be hurt the same way, and how much more it hurts.

Funny how one person can make you feel handsome even on your worst days

Funny that no matter how much you like someone, if nobody thinks you should be with them, you give into peer pressure.

Funny how on rainy days it’s so much easier to smile,

How one fake friend, can ruin a life.

Funny how your best friend can become your worst enemy with one mistake

2011-01-28T00:06:00.003+08:00

hahahas surprised?? usually picture cames with quotes but i think this girl up here is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DAMNNNN PREETTTTTYYYYYYYY!!! :)) i woudlnt need another girl if it was her! hehehs enjoy the picture !

2011-01-28T00:01:00.003+08:00

hahahas okay okay.. welll i gotta blog fast today sorry readers :S!!!

went to republic poly to do some appealing stuff... but well i guess i will come to a decision when it was the feb 12 a final one whther i should pursue it or not.....

hmm next place we go was foodplace and then went to arcade spend 1/4 of the day there with edmund ming hong gabriel.. hahahahahs its kinda funny when we play the punching knockout lOLS!!!! :D!!!

i guess i didnt have much to say today and my mother just got a new persian cat :D grey in colour its VERY VERY CUTE I TELL YOU STILL A KITTEN HEHEHEHEHHES!!! i will show yea a photo of it dont be jealous!

its two months old!! :S!!! welcome to earth our new family members hehehes!!!.... :) well hahahhahas goodnight readers!! will update yea tomorrow alright.. hohohoho

2011-01-27T00:58:00.001+08:00

One day you’ll ask me which is more important to me, you or my life. I’ll say, “Of course, my life.” And you’ll go and walk away without even knowing that you are my life.

2011-01-27T00:31:00.003+08:00

hahahas okay.. time to update my blog.....

yeah i bet you guys are interested in what kind of poly i am posted too.... well here to answer the detail so that i wont have to repeat myself.. :) i didnt get into any poly courses as all were fail and i have to do the reappeal.. it kinda sucks :( hahahahs i know you guys must be thinking why do i sound sooo cheerful nahx... it didnt go that way... i felt really shit about this.... thought i needed my friends the most.. and my family by my side when this happened... :)

i am glad most of them do give their supports i kind of touched.. because its when i am most troubled that i want people to be there not when i am with full of happiness to share.. hahahhas i guess i will rmb all this number of list of peoples.. though no matter where i go..

my mum kind of concern about me.. well.. i told her what is not meant to be cannot be force... the main point is i didnt take it too heart hehes..!! HAHAS.. well first thing i was to planned my carreer properly as i didnt want to go to ns too early.. without having any cert.. i will be applying higher nitec for tomorrow intake.. the

well i dont have much hope for in poly for now as the appeal of the choice was sports and leisure i will have no future if i were to study that as i am not a very sportive person and also i dont have the abilities to be an athlete...

hahahahhas the course that interest me most in higher nitec would be the paramedic i find it kinda awesome to save someone life when.. in critical condition or sudden... because you know how to react to it.. i guess i am gonna pursue that if everything didnt work..

well i went out to chill myself here goes danial taking his day off to accompany me... we play arcade and he was fucking funny he lose to me in punching the something i duno whats that hahahas!!!!! :P well its due to height difference but later on he win me.. as i dont like crowd to see when we are being crazy HAHAHHAHAAHAHAS.....

soon AH EM, HUISAN ,JOJO! join us :D!! hahahahhas for the first time kahmun wear high heels!! LOLS kinda shock.. but SOO TALL..... look ladylike :))! hahahhas huishan as usual.. the kind of people you talk lame joke will just laugh to entertain you!!.. for josephine abit different need to make her den she will happy.. If not sian

well we went to watch the show hereafter.. because josephine recommend that it was nice in msn alot of time :D!! hahahahas in the end omg.. a human with psychic power?? able to talk to the dead LOLS!!!... i believe there are some like that and there is this part that ME AH EM DANIAL JOSEPHINE AND maYBE Huishan CANNOT STOP LAUGHING IS WHEN A FAKE PSYCHIC TALK TO THE BOY HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAS IT WAS FUCKING FUNNY SERIOUSLY!!!! trust me can laugh the guts out !!!!!!!! aww i seriously enjoy...

anyway thanks to them for making their way from orchard just to accompany me go watch movie as i feel down LOLS!! :)) friends ehhx.. hahahas i tot our friendship were gone ever since sec 4 but nahx.. it wasn't :) how i wish it will continue to be this way hehehehs!!!!

back home.. edmund sometimes can be a dick at times but he can be a good friend too... well he kinda put hopes on me as well as sky. :) aww.. friends.. hahahahas i would be giving up without them i guess.. hahahahahas!!! :)) well lets hope for the best i am not putting any kind of special thought about it as i am prepared for the worst.. i am glad sky will be there as he promised if thing goes wrong hahahahs though we didnt talk much.... or even hang out or even walk together as we were in sec 4 they understand what i am facing now hahahas.. :DD! and shipmint thanks though you are the kind of Act cool but you are great too HAHAHAHS!!!

hahahahahahs... the future seem to be closing soon but another door will open i know it will :) i can feel it hehehes.. this quotes seriously.. make me understand “The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own. No apologies or excuses. No one to lean on, rely on, or blame. The gift is yours - it is an amazing journey - and you alone are responsible for the quality of it. This is the day your life really begins.” :)

hmm.. well goodnight readers.. hehehes :)) life journey is not over oh yeah dont forget about mingwei and eugene he love to update me about where he will be going he is a good friend too and my father hahas.. you are always talking about albert einstein i am nothing like him.. i will carve my own future my ways :D! hehehes.. but the quote was sweet.

2011-01-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

Walking under the rain feels so lonely and cold. But if you were there beside me to share the warmth of your love then I would want to stay under the rain for the rest of my life.

2011-01-25T23:36:00.002+08:00

hmm well.. today post gonna be about my life.. and problems...that i been through.....

woke up as usual late at 11 plus and get ready to meet my mum to go to national skin centre... i made an appointment with the doctor as my pimples.. seems to be coming back... i got worried :S!!

hahahahas.. went there and there goes another drama happening.. i was playing with my wallet while waiting for the shuttle bus.. den i saw this indian man.. looking at my wallet.. i know he is up to something no good as he walk toward me i took my wallet and put into my pocket.. and there he goes talking about his life story about god... and the best part was he wanted $1.20 for trip to take bus =.=!!!

oh my oh my.. it happened to me twice in a row.. ZzzzzZZ why do they like to approach me first do they think i print money.... i use ATM card kay.. slash it on your butt there goes your money :P okay i am lame.... well for today i was lucky my mum was beside me.. i ask her to give the man money.. and guess what after giving the man ... still didnt leave =.= he start his preach about god... about blessing us... about doctor.. he said that there is god.. somewhere in the world... and he start with his hand i was like oaky okay... if you talk so much about god why didnt you stay away from liquor because god forbid human... from drinking alcohol... =.= and he start with his.. dramatic moment my mum got up first and walk away den i start to stand and he start to cry omg!!!!! =.= you are seriously drunk old man..!! he told me he cry because of the touching story he told me LOLS!!!! I WAS LIKE WHAT HAPPEN TO MY DAY...

hahahahahs den our shuttle bus came and i visit my doctor heehhehes... i am glad it was female doctor :D!!! hahahhahahas i can be a bit dramatic.. she told me i didnt have to used the isotretenoin as.. that was only for severe case as mine was mild.. and told me to go with anti biotic with some creams... and i ask her to gave me a best cleanser for my skins... and there goes my mum butt in saying i bought for my son the most expensive cleanser which cost 40+ de doctor say the most expensive doesnt mean its good.. i kind of agree with her sentence...

she told me how was life... i wanted to tell her life was perfect with my friends around me :D!! but i told her somethin else :P!! i say i went to camping and there goes the redness terrible.. and i didnt went kayaking.. i was afraid of the sun... my life was a nightmare SHE GOD SHOCK HAHAHHAHAHAHHAS she said was i having depression i said no i was having NIGHTMARE HAHAHHAHAS!!!! she said what sad life go out often dont worry about the sun... play the sport you want... hahahhahahs!!! :PP omg doctor last advice she gave me was when i told her i going the lousiest school which is republic poly and she said was it that lousy??? ermmm hehehs.. irham.. dont worry.. just dont mix with bad company there okay :)) i was like alright mam! bye.. take care :D! two months time

at the pharmacy was even funnier... HAHHAHAHHAS!!! got this auntie explaining on how to use the cream bla bla.. i said i duno she say you used it before... but i didnt used it before as i was under pill medication in the past.. and she was okay i will explain to you slowly AND HER ACCENT HAHAHAHHAS I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING I COULD ALMOST ROLL ON THE FLOOR MY MUM SLAP MY BACK SAYING IRHAM she will get agitated stop it HAHAHHAS!!!!!!
and when she is done explaining she said are you still student or ns i say i am student and i love studying i want to get diploma and went to be the best :) and there goes my mum pulling me away she doesnt like me entertaining old ladies...

WELL WHEN WE STEP OUT OF THE PLACE I COULD ALMOST HEAR MYSELF WISH HOW I WISH I DIDNT HAVE TO COME OR STEP HERE AGAIN :((( awwwww... i guess i got no choice.. :S!!!!!! hahahahhas went to eat popeye AGAIN HEHEHEHS IT WAS NICE YOU KNOW POPEYE THE SAILOR MAN TOOOOT TOOOOT!!!!

than i met danial as he got job interview and we went to walk around and round the city hall before going to the place... hahahahhahas....and went to the place.. than got this man and boys and girls wearing office uniform?? up and down.. guess whats the work about appointment with client meet and sell product it totally turn me off :(( OMG LOLS!! ZZZZZ

hahahahhahas den me and danial walk away and went to take bus IN THE BUS SAW PRETTY GIRL HEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHS she was standing next to us... omg i could almost believe i look at her all the time in the bus.. heng the journey was long :P!! HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAS but i told Danial this kind of girl veri high maintenance look at the goods she bought it was from ZARA !! LOLS ITS EXPENSIVE BRAND HAHAHAHHAS!!!! well danial told me that one only plastic bag inside all rubbish HAHAHHAHAHAS what a joke =.=!!!

here somebody once ask me... is there someone that ask for your number before girls.. well i said yeap.. there were girls that fall for me.. but they arent the ones that i have my eyes on.. why cant it be her.. i wonder at times.. why cant she fall for me instead of all the others..

okay goodnight readers and dreamers!! :)

2011-01-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

One day, we might forget the people that once came to our lives. But I know that when that day comes, I won’t forget you. Cause you didn’t just come into my life, you became a part of it.

2011-01-24T23:50:00.002+08:00

hmm another posting days!! :) well.. i will try to make my blog much more lively this holiday so in the future i will look back and read my lame like stories :P!

okay hahhas.... woke up at 10 and went to ang mo kio to accompany danial to get his new ezlink card.. on the way of waiting for him there is this old man came approach me talking chinese.. i told him i couldnt speak like one and he started talking english he ask me to sit beside him... guess what story came next.. i was from my son.. home and visit the doctor... the doctor gave me a pain killer pills.. and i have to take it.. but it can only be taken after lunch... as i dunt have money with me could you give me $2 dollar =.= as he was talking i saw through his pocket having at least $4 bucks =.=!! lols.. this old man is out there to trick me.. well... as i look at him i felt heartless if i just ignore him... so i took out my 2 dollar and he ask for 3 dollar instead... i was like lols.... this is not macdonald coke you know where you can upsize! HAHAHHAHASS

hahahas well i just gave in and give him... he look soo pitiful.. i bet things happen at home... :(! hahahhas... next word came out from his mouth was.. are you a chinese or malay?? i say i was a mixed... and he told me i look handsome ^^ wow.. that sure is a compliment for me.. since i gave you $ if i dont i guess you gonna say i look like some Ah pek who is stingy.. with my slipper and three quarter pant walking around ang mo kio hub =.=!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAs irham irham.. you did a good deed so be proud of it.. instead of.. telling the world whether you felt miserable anort.. its just a penny ! :)

hehehs.. den danial came and his queue was long i could almost hear one malay woman complaining say that boy was our time .. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHS this was while waiting for his cards to be made.. i didnt know it was sooo simple to make an ezlink card out of a machine.. it didnt take long..

well.. after that we head to.. popeye... hahahas ate our lunch there... yeah the chicken was nice i love popeyes chickens!! hehehehes!!!!!!!!.......!!!!!!! :DD!! hahahas!!! awww...

den came an sms.. eugene beeb beeb where are you want eat lunch as usual.. we say okay if you treat us... in the end was zzzzz lazy to interprate...........!!! hahahahhas

lets talk on the way to meet him at lot one.. inside the train we saw two jc students omg... danial and his nonsense saying the bigger the head.. the more clever that person and his/her thinking .... it was kinda lame =.=!!! hahahahhahahhas but one of the girl was pretty siol!!!! :DD!!!! hahahahahahas!!!!!!

from what my info never fail me junior college girls have alot of pretty ones and with brains too so its like the whole package beauty with brains??? HAHAHHAHHAHAS!! in the mrt was like some pervect because of boys thoughT!!!! okay lets not elobarate more... or you guys will get turn off reading....

hahahahhas well after that we bid farewell halfway and i went to bukit batok csc where i wanted to register the wing chun ! :D! hehehs... yeah there came a guy who got sense of humour saying i will have to wear wong fei hong uniform to learn it.. and the bad news was as soon as i was over registering it the rain came omg :((! and!! i have to take mrt to go to balestier csc instead of bukit batok one grrrr =.=!!!! hahahahas

the receptionist wanted to lent me his umbrella but guess what i say its okay i scared i might not return it.. he said the day you went to your lesson pay at the.. csc in balestier i was like LOL... might as well no need to lent...

yeap.. went back home waiting for bus walking in the rain sooo silly... i was lucky to take the brochures which were given out.. by the guys outside westmall LOLS!!!... i used it as a cap?? hahahhas Morale of the story is take the flyer when it was given to you.. dont be such a dick!

HAHAHAHHAHS!!!!! moving on.. i watched this movie at home step up 3D omg... at the end of the day the story was amazing the way they dance the way friendship were built among different kind of people... and the quote that where say by Moose one of the cast there... here it out.. ""YOU KNOW SOME FAMOUS GUY ONCE SAID , TO TRAVEL IS BETTER THAN TO ARRIVE , AND I WAS LIKE WHAT??? MAYBE BECAUSE I USED TO THINK THAT THERE IS ONLY ONE PATH TO TAKE TO WHAT YOU GONNA BE IN LIFE BUT IF YOU CHOOSE THAT ONE PATH IT DOESNT MEANT YOU HAVE TO BAN THE OTHER , I REALIZED THAT IF I SEE WHAT HAPPEN ALONG THE WAY THAT COUNT TO STUMBLE AND FALL AND FRIENDSHIP ,ITS YOUR JOURNEY NOT YOUR DESTINATION""

well the quotes mean alot to me..... its kinda true for those people that are taking O's this year... i hope that they will treasure friendships more than achieving.. their goall.. because when they made it as one.. thats what matters ;)

hahahahahhahas as all i have said and done... it will be up to you dreamers out there to decide... and omg.. i am visiting my doctor again tomorrow... :)) prevention is better than cure hehehes.. byebye!

2011-01-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

I asked a friend what love is, he told me it’s when you can’t stop thinking of her and when the thought of her makes you smile. When I met you, I told myself, “This must be it.

2011-01-23T23:54:00.002+08:00

okay well shall we go on about what happen to my life... today...

its kinda boring you know sleeping at home.. and waking up late... but i kind of hohhohoho used to it that it became a habit.. of mine :)) and i simply love it tooo haahhahas!

if only in this world there is no school no work and you get free money :)) aww wouldnt that be nice.. hahahahas!!!.... slacking at home while watching movies... omg.. the season of the witch was kinda nice but overall it wasnt that good.. as .. the storyline kinada dull :S with all the heroes dead leaving one guy behind as usual...

hahahahhas oaky la.. i dont have much to say today... because i have not been out .. to adventure..... hahahahahhas.. at times.. i dream of sleeping in a field where i can watch stars.... aurora.. the skies.. and just relax... watching.... them :))

i wanted to be a good policeman.. in the future and serve my country well hehehs... !!! i duno why.. i just feel like becoming one.. and.. to be a great cook... so i dont have to trouble my grandma to cook for me every single time she is getting old.. as days past by.....

well.. i have alot of dreams.. but the best one.. is meeting the girl of my life :) << the rest can wait hehehes.. bye dreamers

2011-01-23T00:12:00.001+08:00

When everything seems to be unfair, when all that you do is not appreciated, I’ll take your hand, wipe away your tears, take you for a walk and remind you how special you are. If not for them, for me.

2011-01-22T23:53:00.002+08:00

hahahas let see what i am gonna update today hmm!! today nothing much as i stayed at home!.. well.. i wonder why when i am tired and on sleeping mode my temper will increase or boiled when someone ask me to accompany or ask me wake up hahahahs...

maybe that was the time i was really tired... and gonna recharge my battery back... today something bad happen.. my mum accidentally brought back.. two necklace of cats which she didnt intentionally try to ... take it as she bought her thing in the pet shop she accidentally brought the necklace back. home

that was when she ask me accompany her back to lot one.. as usual i said before my temper would go crazy if i was half asleep :S!! but i am glad i manage to hold it back hahahahahas......

my mother was kinda careless just like me... just that she is a great mother to me.. the best one yet... hehehes.... so i accompany her reluctantly.. with the zombie in me... hahahahahs.... well.. she was not nervous as she didnt do anything wrong.. hahahahs my mum soo funny... !!!! she can say if i want buy i can buy the whole necklace i got capital mall voucher and $ but the necklace like too cheap hard to open what soever here goes her complain HAHAHHAHAS but i kind of used to it... cute though

i went to the basement thought could see reon working at bak kwa wanted to say hi but he isnt in sight.. lols so we went straight to the pet shop and return it.. i am glad the cashier is udnerstanding :D!! hehehes.. it pay to be kind!! :D!!

hahahas my mum wanted to go eat but my grandma already cook rojak at home its delicious for you guys info!!! :DD!! hehehs my grandma coook nice when she got the mood well the question is her mood must be good everyday if i was there to entertain her!! HAHAHHAHAHS!!!!!

i wonder though i am poor.. do i make her happy or not :S! if only i was rich i could bring her around the world... it kinda sad to write this i told her almost everyday she will live for 200 years old she wont die yet until the day i become successfull.. i will be buying a condominium and bring her to... peaceful country.. where she can enjoy the breeze as time pass by !! HAHAHAS!!! :DD!!! aww i sound like a filliar grandson right.. it just makes me feel happy to see her smile instead of nag at me whenever i walk out of house HAHAHHAS!!!!

oaky la... life have been great.... i wannna meet a girl who is adventurous and never afraid to get lost... :) i wish that was you..

goodnight everyone

2011-01-22T00:12:00.001+08:00

If you think I’m looking at you, staring at you or giving you the eye, I am because I’m trying to see if you have wings. My mother told me all angels have them.